Sharman

2009-02-23T19:33:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me.

One year older, one year wiser!

HAHAHAHAHA like that's gonna happen...

Anyway specially blogged today to thank all who has made this day special...
My family for treating me to JAP FOOD + DESSERTS yesterday. xD
NJChoir who all sang bday song for me at the parade square so awkward yet so touching <3
06ip06 who sang it in the canteen <3
Davina Amanda Liyana Lakshmi for the girly top which so ruins my whole reputation thing xP
Eunice1 and Sonia for the card. =)
Lengshan Pokpokkeh Zijiang Zhangli Sixuan who smsed
To the intl history ppl who overheard it was my bday and wished me happy bday too LOL
And to all others who remembered.

Seriously i didn't feel so special when today started, but as the day goes by i begin to feel like my existence is worth remembering for. HAHA. i hope. i'm always this insecure la.

Anyway I hope Yanshan ShaunNeo and Lengshan's bff who share the same b'day as me have a great time too!

SYF CHIIOOOONGGG~! gwh gwh gwh.... PLEASE!!!!

*Note to self: the result of not blogging new posts leaves you a dead blog. Shucks.

2009-01-27T18:48:00.002+08:00

Starts off gentle, and she pours out all her feelings into the song.

I realised that the pureness and soulfullness of one's voice can make even the ugliest person shine.

And to me she is very beautiful. (=

2008-12-31T16:23:00.003+08:00

Someone once said:

In an average person's lifetime
You will meet 300,000 people
Of which,
300 of them you will know intimately
And out of these 300 people
Someone beyond the skies chooses a special person for you,
and that string is connected by both of your last fingers with a long red thread

That is the thread of fate.

AHAHAHAHAHAH. Watch Akai Ito! =P

I've discovered that some of the most beautiful melodies heard is played with the simplest notes on the piano.
Angela Aki rox! Hokkaido was SUPPPEEERRR pretty! xD If i feel like it maybe i'll put photos up...

2008-09-27T15:59:00.004+08:00

TO ALL HANA YORI DANGO FANS!
MUST WATCH!!!! ^^ *points below*

LOL right???!? xD
Maybe enrolling in Jap University after A Levels. xP But that's kinda an exciting idea...ne? Like i cant even speak jap in the first place so must jiayou!

All my pimples were gone right after physics paper. Whoo! xD Promos half sucked lahh. Baddd idea to cram everything in the head in like 2 days... I crammed organic chem in one morning, and the whole year of international and southeast asia hisory in one afternoon, plus hardly left time for math. THEN better still blanked out for math!!!! Felt like my brain was gonna explode... Math and Chem DIE already. >.<

Really learnt my lesson hard. Must get all the topics on the right track b4 next year...

Juniors, please mugg. Mugger life better than retain. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Pls promote pls promote pls promote!!!!!!!!

2008-09-02T18:26:00.002+08:00

You'll never fully appreciate a person's presence
until she is gone.

So treasure every single day, and live on.

YOSH!

2008-08-09T12:41:00.002+08:00

Take home lesson for the month- DON'T JUDGE THE BOOK BY IT'S COVER.

Easy for anybody to say this sentence, but how many people actually live up to it?

How many of you sneer when you chance upon yet another papparazi tabloid about Britney Spears? Or shake your head at the news about Amy Winehouse's drug dig? Or even laugh at Maria Carey about being fat and trying to fake her abs?

I did then. But now i know better.

Instead of just judging these people by what you hear and see from the media, have any of you wondered about the reason why the media wanted to pick on them in the first place? Britney Spears CAN sing, not to mention her fantastic dancing. Amy Winehouse is a talented jazz and blue-zy singer and is able to write brilliant lyrics that won her 6 Grammy Awards in just one year. Maria Carey has an unbelievable range of notes that she trained so hard to achieve. Sure the media gave audiences something to sneer about them, but in truth they are talented individuals who should be admired at the things they are good at. Look at two points of view and don't just think of the bad stuff; the world they live in is not just cover stories by the media, but also in the music they sing and all the albums they have sold.

Nobody in the world should be hated by anyone, because of the simple fact that nobody is bad and lousy enough to be hated. Never judge a book by its cover, because a book is meant to be read. Just like a movie is meant to be watched. Or music is meant to be listened. Or food is meant to be eaten. If you never read, watched, listened or taste it, you'll never know what it's worth.

I feel a tinge wiser now, don't you? =)

P.S. Rock night rocked. Thanks amos, mr mazalan, jen, annali, rach, trud, sheena and 06ers! I'll continue to improve and bring better music on! xD

PW and PROMOs PIIIAAAAHHHHH! xP

2008-07-02T05:38:00.000+08:00

WHIMP. ='(

2008-06-24T17:17:00.002+08:00

I guess I realised that in the end i cant live without music. I dunno, it kinda outrules all everything. Like its the thing that drives me, and connects to me the most. Even the best action- packed thriller can't beat a simple movie about music. Even the best drama series available cant beat those ones about music. Even if i feel unhappy about a place, a person, or anywhere, as long as there's music, i'll never leave it. Yea finally got to my senses. That's my final decision.

Lol why am i thinking about this in the middle of my common test week? Math tmr, CHIIIOOOONNNGGG!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

2008-06-19T11:09:00.003+08:00

AHHHH 4 days to CTs. Piah mann! Hoping for passes. Shucks. >.<

Introducing new favourite song + fav jap singer! xD
UTADA HIKARU! I love her voice and she's a super talented songwriter. *bows in respect*

Next stop, piano score + voice = ownage!!!! Wahahahaha.

Been through a lot last week.

~Always look on the bright side of life.

2008-05-29T20:51:00.002+08:00

there is a possibility
that i may never be happy again.

Reality check: others before self? it's not that easy.

Treasure the smiles, dudes.

~always look on the bright side of life.

2008-05-29T09:38:00.003+08:00

Whoosh! I will chiong for choir!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! xD

Italy photos up!

The faithful day at the airport

dear Yingxuan and I! xD

Seniors =)

Altos almighty 2008! Haha sry tiff got a bit blurred out who's the photographer arrr?!?! xP

A few highlights of the trip

Group 5 a.k.a the POK KEHS!

An artistic shot while we were on a ferry to venice =P

TNT!

Venizian chocs galore! Yum...

Choir <3

Note: there's like a gazillion ducks in river del garda.

More ducks

Ducks are taking over the worldddd!!! AAAAAA

A random artistic shot

Another one. My mom loves this photo a lot. Haha. Of some castle in the medival times...

the best gelato store i have ever seen. Like 30+ flavours!

ips!

But we werent there only for the fun; we were there on a mission: to sing our hearts out! Heres a few funny photos of us awaiting for the result...

Conana (haha i love this one he looks toot. =x no offence boss!)

Cheej

Sheena banana

o.O

Sixuan is anxious too!

On the day receiving the prize. We achieved a gold!!! xD

And the trip ended off with a delicious italian cake =)

And haha a random photo taken by sx. TNT is a delivery company too!

2008-05-17T21:08:00.003+08:00

Damn.
I'm falling into my own trap... >.<
Now i feel that i have nothing to look forward to in life
Like there's no meaning to it
Sorry if i havent been replying your smses fast
In fact i feel like deleting all of them
I see no meaning in keeping them already
AARGH.

Please please someone help meeeeee.

On the other hand, everyone just leave me alone. >.<

I'll probably live each day with a blank smile and move along...

2008-04-09T04:42:00.002+08:00

Once again, i am loved.

I guess i'm quite an insecure person, emo-ing and worrying about not being accepted and everything. It's quite stupid, actually. But i'm not emo-ing anymore. (=

Dear altos, thank you so much for the heart-shaped balloons and the cards! (even though i saw eunice1 and sonia carry the SAME balloons to school yesterday for someone else's b'dae present o.O) Haha "i'm the SL of the BEST section in the world!" I was so touched i was kinda lost for words there. I guess sixuan felt the same way too. Altos are indeed the best section: enthusiastic, adorable, talkative, humourous, caring, and most importantly, THEY LEARN SCORES SUPER FAST. Haha. There's no need to say all these i already know. And when i read the letter i nearly teared lo. You people suck la make me cry so many times this year. >.<

I'll continue to work hard and improve so that i can give my section the best! Haha. And special special thanks to "eunice production"! ALTOS RAWK!

Yesyes and italy photos SOOOOOONNN.... Aacks.

And dude if you're reading this STOP CALLING ME MICHELLE BRANCH! xP I have a name you know.

2008-03-30T21:36:00.004+08:00

Mann i'm so sorry for not updating... Not like a lotta ppl reads here anyway, HAH. I'll confirm confirm update on the italy trip pics by next week. xP

Been kinda in a daze since i came back from italy: jetlagging (not sleeping until 3 am then overslept until abt 10 -.-"), the feeling of blurness when i go back to school, and this whole bulk of hmk i have yet to complete, plus cantab comin up and blah blah blah... Damn. And there's still more other stuff to worry about too. (Choir comm elections die!!!! >.<) Must pass napfa test this year also... Damn IPUs! Waaaaaa. Well, wrapping the trip up, italy was fun. But that's all there kinda is to it for me. Didn't really feel the sense of achievement i felt when i was in ip1 for the verona competition. But we snapped a gold, i guess that was good enough. Mann i sound super emo. I've been doing a lotta unnecessary thinking lately... Oh mann how am i supposed to survive next liddat when the j2s are gone?!?! And i dun wanna put any more pressure on me on top of the things i already have, but i foresee a much much tougher journey ahead of me in time to come. AND I WANNA GO BACK TO AIKIDO!!!! But i can't find the time!!!?!?!?! And i think my teachers think i'm hopeless (esp chem and physics), and i'm kinda feeling guilty for not doing tutorials when seemingly the rest of the class has done it. But it's not on purpose, serious. >.<>.< Emo-ing stops here.

P.S. Deja-vu today. I saw the same guy with the weird punk hairstyle for two weeks straight, took the same train, same cabin, then changed to the same train, same cabin again! On the same sunday for two weeks lehh. OMG. And i think he realised it also and gave me this weird look. LOL. And somehow he seems so familiar like one of the dancers from danceworks or something... Wah biang. Really deja-vu...

2008-02-22T13:34:00.002+08:00

I decided to stop aikido.... >.< can't cope. Sick 3 times 'cuz of overwork. Mann that sucks. I dunno what's gotten into me... I think my immune system's down ever since i put on braces or something. Or maybe too much load this year. It was really sad for me la... Had to stop attending aikido, when actually i have the next grading waiting for me in june. But now's not the time. Now the two most impt things ar 1) STUDIES and 2) CHOIR. I'll just put all my energy into these two and then we'll see how. But i made myself a vow that once everything's settled properly i'll pick up the martial art again. I won't leave my grading dangling there i'm gonna complete it!

I think i've yet to be called "grown up", still cannot get my priorities right. I made my tuition teacher and my parents think i'm like hopeless 'cuz i prioritized choir first before tuition. And sometimes i chose to ponn aikido because of music related stuff. You know parents la huh, studies always come first for them. But for me i dunno everytime i hear there's a choir prac or something i'll feel very obliged to attend. Even when i fell ill, i felt so bad for not attending choir prac... Stupid, huh? And other people can just say they cannot come for choir because got tuition or something then they just left. And this applies to even those in the comm. Like AGM, it seemed that only i cared, besides sx. So i thought why can't i just be like these "other people"? It's not like my not being there would affect anyone right? I was never an important individual to begin with, and no one would care enough to change their plans for me anyway. xP So i think from now on i've gotta learn that if i am commited to something, i gotta try my best to stick to it even if other plans start spouting out for that day. I have to learn to work around my plan, not other people's plans. So that i won't make anybody angry, i won't ponn anything i shouldn't have ponned. >.< But even till then, I'll end up disppointing myself to make other people happy.

My head hurts. x(

On a sidenote, david archuleta still rocks!

YOSH, tomorrow turning 17 already! Must be more mature! =)

~Always look on the bright side of life.

2008-02-16T18:11:00.002+08:00

Haha my first birthday present from my dearest mom.... xD A note necklace and 2 carrie underwood CDs! Love it mann!

It feels like the world has been lifted off my shoulders. Chem and Physics CA over, Choir chocolate sales was (fortunately) a success. Lol i guess stressing like crazy over the chinese new year hols plus all this week paid off. Thurs was the ultimate. School in morning and afternoon, followed by tuition and then had to leave early for aikido from 8-10pm. Plus the whole load of homework due on friday... Lucky the choir hoodie design wasnt due on the next day... So ended up sleeping only 3 hours that day and i was SUPER cranky on friday morning... think i scared Chantik off looking like a zombie. And i was so worried i cmi for physics CA 'cuz i never study and it's 10%!!! So i used my super memory skills 5 mins b4 the test to skim through everything supposed to be studied, memorised a few formulas and WALAH! Aced through the test. Haha. Seems like someone up there decided to help me out huh.

Now i shall put my heart and soul and er... voice! to choir. Piah piah piah. only 26 more days to go so must race to the finish! And i'm sure we can make it! *thumps chest twice* xD JIAYOU EVERYONE!

To end it off, OMG i ♥ david archuleta's voice! And he's 17! Haha. Go see on youtube! He sure can melt girls hearts lo. Even mine, i gotta admit. Should go and hear he sing "heaven". Plus he is amazingly humble i hope he's not faking it though... =P Will support him all the way through AI!

2008-02-08T18:06:00.000+08:00

Everytime i see water splashing against the rocks, a shiver would run down my spine.

Literally.

Only few would know why. And that feeling sucks. xP

~ 35 more days...

2008-02-02T12:54:00.000+08:00

I really can't believe the love i see. :')

I shall spill all my truths here now. So hear me rant.

Truth is, i was aiming for a 1st or 2nd this year. For ttime lar. And vocal groups 1st. I worked hard for it. So naturally an ordinary person WOULD be extremely upset if the he/she didn't even get a 1st or 2nd in the solo and got a 2nd in vocal groups right? SO, being an ordinary person, i cried lo. IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY. embarrassing. >.<>.< But replied this early morning la. Xingqun was right. Not winning it doesn't mean that you're not good enough, maybe it just means that the song choice was not appropriate, or stage presence is not good enough, or maybe the nerves just got into you. A person's ability is not defined by just one performance. Luck counts too.

CONCLUSION: instead of emo-ing around and blaming the entire world that it's everybody's fault that i don't get what i wanted, i'm gonna prove it. Pitch, articulation, stage presence, figure (HAHA) and all the other stuff. SO WHAT IF SHE DIN WIN? SHE GOT MORE FLOWERS THAN ANYBODY, MORE COMFORT HUGS THAN ANYBODY AND MORE SUPPORT THAN ANYBODY. Haha. I'm like eating sour grapes but then i don't care la. Anyway no worries, never joining the solo category for talentime again, give other people a chance LAHH. Haha.

I really wanna thank all these people: LING YAN, SHU JEN, LIYANA, XIAO YUN, CONAN LING CHUNG, YONG JIAN, and durr my MOM and DAD. Haha. Thanks for the sms-es. xD And i thank all who came yesterday for all your support (Igorian OGLs, 06ip06, 08ip06, the rest of the ips and those who know me haha). XINGQUN AND AMOS, thanks for the comments on the performance. I KNOW AMOS TADETE!!! Haha i'll write that just in case Amos becomes famous. =P then i have PROOF!!! Then i can sell the choir store bench in ebay. he always sleeps on it in the morning or when he ponns lectures. HAHA. Can contribute to choir fund. Advanced orders, anyone?

TNT we are the bomb mann! We rock the house! So what if we got 2nd!!?! Toot mann, we had fun and we did our best! Even conan was enjoying himself HAHA. I was like half wanting to laugh when i turned to look at him. And pok pok keh did damn well too even though he coughed blood in choir 'cuz he sang too much. =x We're a buncha people who have completely different personalities and characters, but we get high together before the performance, we piah and piah together after choir practice when nearing a performance, we are in tune in the morning and go sharp for the rest of the day, we all love to sing and we all RAWK THE HOUSSSSEEEE! No more emo ok, we did our best!

Congratz to Sheena and Chester for winning the vocal solos! Haha. I think you both really deserve it! xD

XUEMIN IS GONNA BE THE MOST POWERFUL POWERHOUSE IN THE WHOLE OF NJC! Haha. I'm gonna work hard and improve. So just wait and see dudes. xD

Btw, if i form a band i wanna sing carrie underwood's EVER EVER AFTER. OMG. i love that song. Haha. Got good drummer got guitarists cum harmony singer we come form band lehh!!!! =P

2008-01-12T14:22:00.000+08:00

Wooo mann orientation is over already... OGL burden lifted from my back, which also meant that classes are gonna start officially. Which sucks. xP Being an OGL was pretty fun, and i've learnt a few things that rocked while the others dont...

1) xuemin can dance better than a block of wood! Haha. How unexpected.
2) 06ip06 rocks my socks! And 08ip06 rocks my -err- SHOES! Haha. Great classes with great people! xD
3) although xuemin dances better than a block of wood, she is a party pooper at parties and STANDS there like a block of wood with other party poopers. Great example: end of orientation party. Lol. Say 'no' to freestyle. xP
4) Jerks will forever be jerks. Even if you forgot that they were jerks before you'll realise that they are jerks again once you meet them.
5) DO NOT sign up for OGL next year if you even WANT to take time off to rest during your holidays. Oops.
6) taking an ip class in my opinion is wayyyy more fun than taking a jc class. IN MY OPINION OK? =P
7) having a random talent is a great way to show off. like: beatboxing, dancing, singing, breakdancing, bball skills and err... talking crap? "please stand behind the yellow line..." -.-"

Lol that was just a bincha random crap above. Up next, SOUNDTRACKed. BUY TIX FROM MEEEE! Charity concert held on the 18th jan, fri, 7pm at njc's lt5, $3. Haha. and TNT's (my acap group) debuting! GOGOGOGOGOGO. All proceeds goes to charity. So if wan buy tix can ask from me or any other performing member lo.

Then after that's TALENTIME. Then err, italy choir comp and then choir concert. Then CANTABILE. It's gonna be a tough year ahead.

Oh, and i passed my aikido grading. YOSH!!!! xD

2007-12-30T14:42:00.000+08:00

Mann sorry din update for like centuries... Hahaha. Hols damn busy; to wrap it up, aikido, choir, cip, braces and ogl... BLEH.

So a bit about each section:

AIKIDO: ... DIE. If i fail the grading, i really dunno how to react already. And i have this feeling i will. I'm damn worried just thinking about it. x( Call me selfish, but mainly 'cuz if my fighting buddy passed and i didnt, it'll look pretty bad, plus i'll have no fighting buddies already.... aaaaa.

CHOIR: Caroling was much better this year, though it started off quite bad. Haha. The two SCs eug and lc really improved a lot, really happy for them. =) Voice production not too bad too, 'cuz our sound last year was quite bad even though i'm sure we all tried really hard... Maybe because there were too many caroling sessions to sing for last year. And only Sheraton wanted us this year. Pooh. Hopefully there'll be more offers for caroling the next year, now that we've got a video of the performance to show as sample. Up next: COMPETITION AT VERONA!!!! Chiong!

CIP: Oh no... So many things undone. DIE. THe art competition and concert thingy has to be settled real quick. WHY DID I GET MYSELF INTO THIS?!?!? Yea but it'll be a debut for our acap group which is yet un-named... o.O Hope everything'll turn out all right and stuff. xP

BRACES: Hurt. I strongly recommend anyone who has near perfect teeth not to have braces. OMG. Not worth it.
1) It costs a bomb. 2) Putting suspenders in between your teeth hurts 3) Extracting hurts more 4) Once you extract, there is no U-turn back. 5) When the braces are fully on, ULTIMATE pain xP 6) Be prepared for porridge fiesta for a week.
Convinced now? xP

OGL: Busy busy busy. For now. 'cuz orientation is starting next year liaoz. Everyone, be prepared for "shocker of the year!!!!" xuemin is wearing a white tank top and red racerback. AND a black net cardigon thingy. AND she looks girly. AND the stupid tops are damn tight. AND she is dancing for walk-in on 7th jan. Cameras up, everyone.

Looking forward to a brand new year and kick off a good start. ONWARD!

2007-11-12T17:20:00.000+08:00

Wah biang people requesting an entry on korea trip already... Lol so here it is: =P

Disclaimer: 90% of the pics are taken by me dad. There's nothing to it actually. Just for your info. =P

Overall the trip not bad lahh. The amusement park really very fun! I suggest maybe dun go in winter 'cuz cannot ride the stuff outdoors... Anyway i already got sick of kimchi from the 3rd day so we gave away all the kimchi we bought. o.O" Not our thing la. So here are the pics, to keep minimum elaboration i'm really lazy =P

So first when to this Kimchi school and welll... These are kimchi. (durr -.-)

But first, tried on those korean traditional clothes... OMG XUEMIN IS IN A DRESS!!! LOL.

My bro's hat damn big. O.o

After that, went to make kimchi. Tada!

Here's from the teddy bear museum. REALLY there's a gazillion teddy bears there...

Random photo...

Apparently, this is the world's most expensive teddy bear. Can't rmb how much is it already... US$2 million?

We made cheese. lol. I designed the one above lehh! Not bad right... =P It looks more like a toufu though...

Basically there were ginseng and cherry flavoured cheese... *yucks*

Everybody toasting and making a big deal outta making cheese o.O. My dad at the spotlight, btw. =)

Random. But it's supposed to look like a dragon. From this pic, i beg to differ. But it really DID look like a dragon there...

Our tour guide's in the middle. He drinks, smokes and talks good crap. LOL.

Random pic of us moving backwards. Trust me you wouldnt believe the thing behind this even if i told you.

Group photo! There's only 13 of us...

Another group photo from EVERLAND! Haha. It's damn nice, the place. Looked like those from fairytale world or something. And happy music too~ =P

Bumper cars!

Everyone's playing it...

I swear the bear just went "ah mi to fo". LOL. All the bears can do something like that. Like Walk on two feet and stuff. You wouldnt believe it if i told you either. Right?

This was from lotte world. another amusement park. CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS WAS THE LIFT AREA? Wah biang very nice! Wait till you see the hotel room, but too bad i couldnt find any pics of it. o.O"

This was from the hotel room though. We could see the indoor amusement park from the window too.

Went to watch some breakdance show and took pics with the breakdancers. They're damn good. Lol. If they're worldwide famous I can cut my face off and sell this on ebay or something...

Yep so that's all i have. Lazy to upload the rest. Fun right?

After i'm back it's back to reality. Then i start getting sms from sheena for acapella, sixuan for choir, mr eng for my result slip waiting for collection, mich for OGL blah blah blah... Lol. I love this mann.

NJChoir we can do it! I shall go memorize my score inside out tonight, make ms lim shocked tmr! (in a good way durr) Jiayou jiayou.

2007-10-29T10:17:00.000+08:00

Whoo finally got the matt for aikido training... It's damn fast sensei said that we can do grading in december already, but my forward and backward roll are like o.O", even though sensei tried and tried so hard to show me how to do it. I guess i still haven't overcame my fear of rolling about, ever since i nearly broke my neck while doing so when i was young. Then everytime when we do knee walk my stitch on my knee will swell and hurt i was scared the wound will suddenly burst open and blood spewing everywhere. Shucks. So we went to a random shop and bought those kind of "A B C" matt. Haha. You know what i mean. So it means that i can start training from now on. xD Faster grade can faster join the main class! Hopefully grading doesn't co-incide with caroling...

Last week passed by VERY slowly, and i say it again, DOING ONE CHINESE PAPER A DAY IS NO JOKE!!!!! -.-" I'm so sick of it and yet cannot be, 'cuz O levels is on the day after. Which leaves the only few things to look forward to. Alto sectionals were on the dot, everyone who's supposed to turn up turns up. YAYY. I am so proud of you all. But there's been some slack in attendance so must buck up hor... But anyway those who need help no prob come to me or my sl buddy can teach anytime we're free. =P

Aiyo.... Straight after O levels my family fly fly away to korea already... And missing aikido! And i seriously think that its not a good time to miss the lesson, considering that i dunno any of the moves well yet, let alone name them. YOSH, back to wrapping up watching inuyasha and coffee prince then later DO MORE CHINESE!!! >.<

2007-10-14T13:08:00.000+08:00

Finished reading Mitch Albom's "For one more day" in just about 2.5 hours today. Not a bad book, though a little long-winded. The thing i dread about reading his kinda books is that he'll make me real emo for the rest of the day, thinking how fast my life is going by and probably ending soon and how stupid i was to have done and felt certain things. And there is this thing i pondered about all morning:

DEATH. It's a scary thing alright. I'm not afraid to admit that i'm personally very scared of it. After many incidents, like a very good example being Steve Irwin dead from a jab by a stingray. Or my uncle dying from cancer recently. It's like, POOF, you're gone. You'll never know when it happens. And then phone calls start ringing and when you answer it, it's someone notifying you that the person is dead. First you were shocked. Then reality starts to hit you and you cry. It's scary to see people pass on one by one just like that. And probably the reason i'm scared is 'cuz i don't know what is going to happen to me when i die. Does my life just ends like that? Do i cease to know of my exsistence? Or do i get reincarnated into some new person and a new life starts over? Maybe it's because i don't have a religion. I talked this over with Liyana and Tingzhi and Chunmeng in class b4. They're not scared of death (with exception of CM, she just shrugged). I guess it's 'cuz Tingzhi knows that when she dies, she'll meet God and all those truth stuff and all. And Liyana probably has her own beliefs too. Chunmeng and I, being free twinkles never know what to expect. Maybe i'll black out and forget everything. Like sleeping forever. Hmm. Maybe i'll sleep forever and enter into some dreamworld and exist in there because i can never wake up from my sleep. But i thought, what if those religion beliefs stuff were not real? (No offense to anybody here) What if you died, and to your disappointment, let's say, you don't see the light of God and stuff? Which is worse, fearing of what to expect before death, or the fear that what you expect may not be what you expected?... .... .... ...

Another thing that probably worries everyone: will i be missed if i die? I guess its some form of human instinct where you feel sorry for yourself in this situation. Face the reality. People move on. Even your loved ones will not waste their whole life away just MOANING for you. Even i don't want people to do that for me either. What about my friends and the people i know? Do i make such a great impact on their lives that i will missed by them? From what i've learnt so far, i guess friends move on too. They come and go, come and go. Only those true ones will keep in contact. Only when you part with your so called "best friend" then the real "true friend test" comes. Whether they bother to keep in contact with you, or choose to stray away and forget you altogether. It's sad for the latter, i know. But nobody blames anybody for this. It's like a natural cycle in life. But after realising this, i decided to cherish every single true friend i've got, because friends and family and the people around you is what keeps you going.

Ultimately, nobody knows what lies ahead.

2007-10-06T10:14:00.000+08:00

Ohh mann my stamina sucks now... Last time can jog straight for 30 mins +++ but then i jogged for 15 mins today then bui ta han have to head home. Hopefully it'll be better tmr... Now plan is to work from 2km then slowly until 6km then just in time for marathon on dec. YOSH!

I realised i'm really childish at times. Ok a lot of times. Haiz. I was so stupid. >.< Why do i have to go thorugh all these? Then in the end amount to nothing. Haha now i dun make sense... Nvm.

Anyway i'm coping well with the diet plan. ^^ Hopefully i dun break it then can lose 5 KG MANN! xD If successful then i will announce it. Muahahahaha.

Back to inuyasha! ~~~

2007-10-05T15:39:00.000+08:00

Ahhhz so long never blog already... ASS WEEK FINALLY OVER! Not that it really makes a difference 'cuz of the fact that i sinfully played the com for 3 hours and then watched TV for 2 hours everyday during the whole of ass week... Whoops. But should be ok la. Despite the fact that Geog and Bio were pretty crappy and Chem was the ultimate KILLER. O.O May fail lehh. Haiz. Nvm over already, so the next up, to formulate my DIET PLAN!!! Losing 5 kg by the end of the year mann! And i'm serious this time ok... And marathon programme too!

I realised how much i missed choir after going for morning singing today... Haiz. And missed the j2s a lot too... Today their last day of school... Cannot see them walking past the grandstand every morning already... And choir bball team HOW???? Dun care must start a new one! And i wanna play bball with bifang laywang zijiang john gabriel zhirui xingqun cil +++ THEY ALL!!! T.T" I guess some things just have to move on huh? Reality sinks in more and it stinks...

But anyway, ass week over doesn't mean that my exam piah-ing life is over... STILL GOT CHINESE O LEVELS and like 5 HOURS OF CHINESE A DAY?!?! The school is out of their heads lo... And my chinese teacher very nice to me too, so must score well for it! YOSH! For now, back to watching inuyasha (i know its an old show -.-) and formulating my diet and marathon plan! Hurrah!

2007-09-05T15:33:00.000+08:00

As old scars fade away, i guess memories do too.

I laugh at my own childishness then.

But its a bittersweet feeling. (=

2007-08-11T17:55:00.001+08:00

X	X-Rated
U	Unreal
E	Exquisite
M	Masculine
I	Important
N	Naive

Oh my biang i dunno whether to trust this thing or not. o.O"!

2007-08-11T09:20:00.000+08:00

Lumuters outing yesterday. Well, there were 14 of us. So firstly pang-sehed the guys and went to ajisen for lunch haha. And then watch rush hour 3. OMG the humor was like 90% and the actual content the rest. o.O And THE MOVIE SHOULDN'T BE PG FOR GOODNESS SAKE, think of the children's minds they'll pollute. LOL. Out of 90% humor, i think like 75% were pervertic jokes by chris tucker. =.= And i DONT wanna imagine what's going on in the wandering minds of the guys. Eww. lol but it wasnt that bad la.

So after that, the guys wanted to go to lan gaming, where there is a table soccer there, where i can plan on thrashing them. =P But then, they took so long to decide, plus we had to take a bus there or something, so i left home to MUGGGG.

But it was fun while it lasted anyway. And let's go watch HAIRSPRAY next time! xD

2007-08-09T08:48:00.000+08:00

Haha yesterday's comm outing was fun! Talk and talk until way past 5 and i thought it was gonna end at at the latest 3? Conan diao-ed until dunno how many times (poor guy) and harrassed by our dear random tammy. Sixuan talked about our plans for njchoir to dominate the world. And yuntain listing down all the occupations she doesnt want her husband to be and how she wants to be the president's wife LOL. Eugenia kept pretending that yuntian's water bottle was the mike which she can talk into and keep grabbing it from her and saying into the "mike". Which i find really amusing. Sheena was the serious one, refusing to reveal anything until we bug her. And she had serious talk to xiang when we were crapping. Plus it was fun being "mean" to lingchung (which i am so not). But i gotta admit, it was fun seeing your eyes go bigger when i told them abt the incident 2 years back, haha. Kidding lar. I won't do it again (i hope). =P

We should get more talks like this. Like 1/2 an hour of crap for 1 hour of serious talk. But that would be if we have spare time to waste away. Which we dont because my academic life now is so screwed. Aaacks. But comm bonds! xD And i've got a sorethroat from yesterday shucks.

So now for my holiday hmk... ... ...

2007-08-04T09:35:00.000+08:00

I shall miss:-

Xiang for her steadiness, wonderful voice and her warm smile

Agnes and her funny jokes and her octopus action. *swiggle hands about*

Laywang's bright bright voice which i could hear all the way from the sop end to the alto end

Bifang for all the times we played bball, being a godhand and crapping about anime and other weird stuff

Claudia and her zi-bi-ness and her random voice imitation

Chengluan for her crazy laughter and being "zi-high"

Chuwen for her sweet smile

Emile for being sweet, talkable, responsible and firm all at the same time

Felicia and her outgoing personality where she can strike a conversation to just about anyone

Huijuin for also her zi-bi-ness and zi bi club (which i got kicked out of for not being zi-bi enough)

Jinlin for staying with me as a friend and senior from cedar choir to njchoir

Maeyue for her enthuness in whatever she does and her really pro time management

Yueh-hsin and her random crap when she talks to you

JIAYUN for being the best SL ever, as well as a friend and someone to look up to

DEBORAH and her "lao-ah-ma"ish steadiness leading our choir to many achievements

TAMMY the meowing martian and roaring vp in front of the choir, as well as a wise advisor when anyone needs one

PHOEBE and her high pitched laughter and funny slangs

SUMIN for being a great senior and friend to talk to

ADELINE's weird random personality and laughing at my random jokes

HONG YI's sianned diao look but optimistic personality (not to mention singapore's "green gal!"

CELINE also sianned diao look and i'll think of ways to get rid of the sian-ness (haha)

YINGXUAN (mylookalike) for being my senior tu-di and what john says her "mugger aura" =P

Zhirui and his loud and random jokes which catches everyone's attention and making everyone laugh.

Cil and his powerful yet soothing voice, his carefree personality and "shaddap la"

John for being a funny guy who has a weird way of expressing himself (YUI!! =P)

Xianyong and his metrosexualness (lol) and pointing his fingers to the sky and reaching the high notes

Ome and his quietness but actually quite a nice person to talk to

Gabriel and his constantly referring to everyone but himself when saying about himself ("ren jia shen bing lehh!")

Jiahao for his really emo look but is actually a talkative person to talk to

Linus and his girl like bitchiness as well as bring Ms Lim's "bao bei" (i've got a feeling LC will be next)

Xingqun and all his prep talk to the choir which gives us the strength to go on even at the toughest of times

Jensen and his forever-young childishness and making me wonder when he'll ever grow up =P

Amos our future superstar for his talented musicality and his gluttony which amazes and disgusts me at the same time when he gobbles everything in his mouth at light speed

and lastly Zi jiang (a.k.a g-naigiz, chris-dav, baba all at once) our bball REAL god of all godhands and the seemingly short bus trips home (which will never seem short again), and for being my bball mentor. =)

Oh mann i teared silently at home yesterday, when the dreaded feeling finally sank in after reading all those letters. i held back the tears when i watched zhirui and xingqun perform, when cil sang, when we watch the xianyong's video, when i sat beside a sobbing sheena, and later when jiayun was crying too. Nope, xuemin will never cry in front of ppl again. Not if i can help it.

Like sheena said, the seniors were a really good batch. I really couldnt bare to see them go, but time really flies off just like that. And i can still remember cheryl saying that although our life moves on, but the memories are always kept in our hearts. That was last year's seniors farewell. And TTBB singing in the atrium. But i didnt feel like crying at that time. Just absorbing the atmosphere. But its different now.

I guess everything has to come to an end someday. Even the good stuff. And the whole cycle continues and we have to stand on our own two feet again. But i've got a feeling that it's gonna be tough journey, but i hope we'll pull through. I'm gonna work twice as hard and put in as much as i can for the choir. Altos gonna be the BEST section! Haha. Wait and see.

Congrats to the others who got into the music com! Looking forward to working with you all! Haha. So business like, but yea. I wonder what's in store for us in time to come.

We love njchoir,
Ai ni, ai ni ai ni!

2007-08-01T22:01:00.001+08:00

You all are in for a surprise. I hope.

Quick, whip out your cameras. =)

2007-07-28T17:52:00.000+08:00

I predict that i'll feel less screwed by friday, 3rd august, 4:54pm. Dun ask me why.

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. xP xP xP

2007-07-27T18:25:00.000+08:00

I think my life is so screwed. Dunno why. Aacks. I've got so many things to catch up on, that i've made a list of homework i plan to do and stuff. And i got a feeling that my character is becoming worse and worse. I've said stuff i know i shouldnt have said and i know that disliking people is wrong, but somehow it seemed like its not my fault that i dislike somebody, 'cuz i have a valid reason for that. And i wasnt exaggerating any of the situations i told other ppl about either, but somehow i think they're getting a bad impression of me because of that. I rarely exaggerate situations anyway. I think i should stop being so blunt partly 'cuz lingchung called me "mean" 3 times. It hurts. But is it my fault? I'm sorry, i'm sorry and i'm sorry. I dunno what else to say. And today's morning singing made me realise how we should stand on our own feet again, and we must get our discipline back up together. Must jiayou. I do miss the seniors, i really do, and i think this years' batch is the hardest for me to let go. This sux. x'(

So from now on, i'm going back to my holding back self. But still cheerful. I figured that's better anyway. It'll make me a better person to other people, i hope, and i won't feel so screwed. No point blabbering stuff to those i thought would understand, but ultimately, in the end, do not care about you anyway, and the stuff you blabber just turns the person off from you. Regrets. I've learnt that lesson. Steady steady. >.< Putting up a brave front is the way to go!

Anyway i've decided what subject combi to take already! Lol like my future's already decided, if nothing goes wrong. H2 Math Chem Physics KI and then H1 History. Lol Ms Oon looked so surprised when i told her i wanted to take history. Must buck up! Then either go NUS to major in architecture or overseas like the university of melbourne or something. And go NAFA to brush up my art. I guess i can say byebye to aikido for now. And to aspire to become a music conductor is way off my limits i gues. And its never too early to plan for next time, better than too late, and better to have something in mind for the future, so i know which subjects to buck up on.

Su min i'm so sorry i still owe you a lunch! Oops. When i have time i'll tell you again k? Gomenasai. xP

So i guess life goes on from here.

2007-07-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

Lol i think i kinda screwed up the sc auditions by doing my best flapping my arms around like i thought i should and looking like i was frying food. Argh. I really tried my very best. But i didnt think i made a fool of myself. Did i? Sux mann. Anyway i think the others really can conduct really well and i guess it comes with experience, doesnt it? Nvm must jiayou try harder next time. For me. Lol ehh music com faster out lehh. Let me get over this. And we can start peoperly planning the seniors' farewell programme. xP

Crashed a few seniors' house on saturday. Jiahao and felicia weren't at home, which was a pity. Then i shouted "room service" at fel's house for nothing. Haha then yingxuan had her hair standing 'cua she just woke up and agnes even better, FLORAL PRINTS PYJAMAS!!! Lol. She was so embarrassed. And hugging her pillow. Next was bifang also not at home. Then was zj's house! I knew it was quite big but then it seemed bigger than the last last time i saw it. You can play badminton and soccer and bball and rollerblade there at the same time outside AND still have space to walk around! OMG! Haha. Then wanyun anne jiawen michelle me went to serangoon garderns macs to have lunch b4 i headed off to tuition and the rest went to visit the rest of the people in the district. Too bad i missed the fun. Then after tuition went to buy some stuff and bumped into xiang and she told me how shocked she was when the others crashed her house. Haha overall i think it really was a cool idea. I'm so shocked that conan came up with it but it turned out to be an rv tradition. Oh wells. Its the thought that counts anyway. =P We touched seniots' hearts! And other encounters can be read from the other ppl's blog i bet. The video that comes out sure very interesting to watch one it'll be so cool laughing at them. Kudos to ourselves!

Tmr is j2s and ip4s' last performance at syf closing ceremony. Sigh. Bittersweet memories. And getting kinda tired painting those toilet rolls stuff. But its ok i guess. Jiayou jiayou seniors can look forward to their farewell! It clashes with iperform but i hope everything turns out well in the end. xP And we have to think of another name other than "the dudes". -.-"

2007-07-12T09:43:00.000+08:00

Lol finally back from OBS Lumut... Lotsa things happened, but basically we trekked 70km up and down Mt Bubu, and to my disappointmet or relief (i dunno which), no leeches bit me. Lol. But i did see many of them around, including 2 giant leeches and 1 tiger leech which seemed to be attracted to trudy's bag and back. =P Leo and tab got bitten by a leech in the stomach (ouch) and wendy near her ass. Haha. The rest probably got one or two bites on their legs or something while other lucky ones like me din get anything. Yayy.

The next expedition ended quite shortly, you could say, for me, and after a day it ended my tanning spree. Lol. So i didnt get the chance to get much tanner but i'm fine with that. So as long as i'm still living here. You see there was this really sudden storm on the first day of sea ex and trud and i got sucked into the rocks. OMG. The horror. We crashed and crashed into the rocks on our kayak and trud and i screamed and screamed like we never screamed before. I thought i was gonna die. Really. Oh mann. To die at a tender age of 16 is not the way to go. In the stormy sea somemore. So then after a lotta crashed and bangs and screams, the boat capsized and i was so scared of capsizing and all my belongings (on the boat) were lost. Rocks and huge boulders were no joke mann. Super scary. They're super slippery on the surface and you slip on them everytime you try to step onto them. And then when you slip down, there'll be spikey barnacles waiting for you at the near bottom of the rocks. So got cuts and battlescars. Luckily trud sos-ed fast enough and rescue came swiftly. The cuts really do sting in the seawater but at that time i didnt really care 'cuz i was fearing for my life more than anything else. Woah. It really felt like those hollywood movies where the ship crashed into an iceberg or rocks or somthing and then we were screaming for our lives. Aacks. Yep so trud and i had to cross over the rocky island where we crashed nearby to get to the safety boat. So more cuts. Lucky for me, i wore long pants, long sleeves and gloves, so it wasnt so bad. SO in the end me n trud got sent back to base and then to the clinic to get our wound stitched up. 3 STITCHES! I must say, WHAT AN EXPERIENCE! I'm so freaked out when typing this now. And to those people who said i was lucky to have such an experience, i would say that i'd rather not have it at all. Hope all the others injured during the storm get well soon too. xP

So that was about all the drama for the trip. I kinda overcame my fear of heights in this trip thing, and really learnt to be more alert and to treasure my life more. Really. Unexpected things happen the least when you expect it. Durr. That's why its called unexpected... Got to know a whole lotta people better too! So i guess this round's OBS was worth it, plus with the blue peter badge and the OBS Lumut Malaysia badge awarded to us (i am so proud of it), i'm really glad i went for this trip! Lol. And as Fauzi says, HIP HOP HOOREY! haha. Someone inform me when the lumuters blog is finally set up! xD

2007-07-01T09:59:00.000+08:00

Haha so long never post already... Maybe that's why nobody tags lol. Yep this'll probably be the last post b4 i fly off for obs or something. Lol. I'm actually quite looking forward to it; not even the thought of leeches biting my legs and leaving my whole socks and feet bloody for hours will deter me from my enthu-ness. Haha. Actually i'm quite curious about the leech biting experience too. =P

Exams were generally ok... 'Cept confirm bob's math and LA are screwed la. Come and set wrong question and make me panic at the last minute lo, so i just left the question blank. Hopefully they'll give us the mark for the question. Then i was so slack during the exam period (like watched 5 hours of TV + Youtube) my mom thought it was holiday or what. But nothing to study ma. All covered a week b4 and the rest is all common sense... Besides, if we did too much, then might end up screwing your whole brain up during the exams so its not worth it. Haha. And a bit of luck goes a long way too.

Haha oh yar went to rw's b'day party on fri and saw my 2i friends there!!! So long never see them liao!!! Lol. Pinn xian Hui yi jaymielol. Plus me its 10% of ex-2i population. And surprisingly cy also went too. Haha bet he stayed so long and stoned there just for sophia! (cy dun kill me when ou read this) Lol so me and trud went to look around random shops for more than 1 hour just to find the present, and then ky joined us later. And pretzels are nice... =P But fattening. Hopefully i'll shed some fop my fats off during obs. Hopefully. Lol so back to the event so the party was quite ok. Haha thanks rw happy one-day-late b'day! Next time MUST MUST have ppwalkers outing. After ya'll Os. And no excuses this time.

I think that's all la. Dang i'm gonna miss 2 choir sessions. I kinda miss choir too. Miss talking to the ppl and going to choir store b4 choir and stuff... Haha but not like anyone will notice my absence... And i wanna play basketball!!!! Why do people do this to me??!??!?? xP Lol and now i'm so bored and i'm sick of maple that i'm going backto neopets and runescape. Ehh it's quite fun you know. =P

2007-06-10T18:58:00.000+08:00

This goes to say that there are so many talented people out there. OMG! That girl is 12!!!!!! TWELVE! What an amazing voice. (': SO nobody has the right to feel complacent about their talents, must always work to improve 'cuz there's so many better people out there. Now about my table soccer, bball, piano, voice lessons?... =P

Lol shouldn't think so much should go and mugg. 5 longs hours of tuition today! xP Butt cramp.

2007-06-09T10:56:00.000+08:00

Wah the biang its like tears fiesta for 2 days, though i seldom cry, but this is all thanks to ann la. =.= THE FREAKING DRAMA IS SO SAD! Made me tear (not cry) for epiosode 4 onwards. Luckily its just 11 episodes, or my eyes are gonna bulge like goldfish. Lol. One litre of tears go watch it its abt a girl who suffered from some disease that will destroy the cells in her brain causing her to die off slowly. Argh torture! And i heard xy and zr cried in it also so i went to test my tear glands so i tried. It brought me down to my knees mann, admit defeat. The girl was so cool (play bball also) but so poor thing and the guy was so sweet and so poor thing and her dad is so funny and the guy's dad somehow reminded me of my own dad. Lol. As in the things he said were exactly what my dad told me. o.O I laughed at it. Maybe i should ask him to watch it. But he thinks i'm doing nonsense again so everytime blackface when i watch videos online. -.-"

But then been mugging the past 2 days too and getting really sian-ed out. Not used to mugging mode i guess. HATE GEOG! The rest actually dun need to study... Wanted to go jog but too lazy and my muscles ached from playing too much during choir bbq. =P Wanted to play piano but i'm learning a new song and my mom said i would disturb the neighbours. Then how am i supposed to perfect the song then? So i played it in the afternoons, but only for a short while later need to mugg again. Haiz. Wanted to play bball but you know, nobody to play with; plus everyone's so busy now... I'm really gonna miss those times we play bball as a choir, with bifang and layz and agnes leaving i might end up being the only girl playing bball. And only sheena and i know how to beatbox! Haha. Trudy dun panseh me in bball i hope, but she's also very busy... Argh. Stupid everything. Baka. I still got one more of teary episode to go maybe watch tmr or what. Now back to mugging! xP And chua later! xP

See update liao who say never update ar? Anyway it also seemed like nobody visits here... Haha i'll go do the choir funny design whatever soon. And muz start collecting toilet rolls! =P

2007-06-05T08:59:00.000+08:00

Your EQ is 147

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's" Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Hahaha lol.

Your Brain is Green

Of all the brain types, yours has the most balance.You are able to see all sides to most problems and are a good problem solver.You need time to work out your thoughts, but you don't get stuck in bad thinking patterns.
You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about the future, philosophy, and relationships (both personal and intellectual).

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorisyourbrainquiz/">What Color Is Your Brain?

And i didnt know brain got colour one so i took this test. =P

Your Scholastic Strength Is Developing Ideas

You can take a spark of inspiration and turn it into a full fledged concept.You are talented at brainstorming, visualizing, organizing, and independent thinking.
You should major in:
Natural sciencesComputer scienceCreative writingMathArchitectureJournalism

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatshouldyoumajorinquiz/">What Should You Major In?

Ehh? i wanted to be a cook... But architecture seems fine. =P

That's all for today. Happy b'day xiang! And choir bbq later! xD

2007-06-04T18:30:00.000+08:00

Haha finally got the mood to write... Time to contemplate on the pile of stuffs going on for the past few days... Really really hectic. xP

As for the elections today, must really say some people really wow-ed me with their speeches; never knew that they could talk so well! xD Now with my bro-lookalike as prez i really dunno what to say. Haha. Congrats to all who got in, i think they really deserved it and put in a reasonable amount of effort in the speeches and what they expect of the choir. Soon we should be hearing feedback sessions and seeing toilet rolls in the big board of the choir store! *hint hint* Lol. And i certainly dun wanna see choir store turning into what cs said "choir 81", though re-vamping choir store into a hotel room is a cool idea. To all those who didnt make the cut, its not that you COULDN'T make the cut, its juz that you didnt, whether its because the others fared better or by popularity or whatever other reason. Apart from my butt aching from sitting too long, i really saw a lotta "potential" in the people who made the speech today and i thought that our choir was really filled with very zai ppl full of ideas, even though we always zipped our mouth when ms lim and any other teachers or com members asked us for feedback. So its not only me in deep thought then. =P And i totally learnt the lesson from the macs trip today, AACKS. Never gonna believe coke causes exothermic reaction liaoz. x( Sux. Wanyun you DIE!!!!

And last friday was the table soccer competition. Kinda unexpected results la. got 4th outta 4, haha, besides thrashing wanyu 5-0 in the first match, then the rest went downhill. Cannot work under pressure... But now i know that i really have to put in the hard work if i wanna achieve something i deserve to, thanks to learning from mr chua. And next time tuition really must do hmk, i feel really bad not to. But doing hmk is also for the sake of myself also... So i'm gonna work hard in polishing up my skills and thrash the next table soccer competition! Haha. Watch out mann! =P

Down the days in order, the last stuff would be cantab. I really really wanna say WELL DONE MANN!!!! Its really amazing how we managed to put up a not-too-bad concert in just memorising 9 songs in 3 weeks, really really zai. All the hard work put in paid off! And plus my dad didnt sleep during the concert too, but he said it was partly because there were too many occasional stampings on the stage, very hard to sleep. Lol. Well done well done! Must thank the com a lot for this also... For teaching us the songs and putting up with all the stress and stuff, and still THANKING us after the performance although they should be the ones thanked. Lol. So well done well done comm. Suddenly i notice the comm so much lol. Must be the election aura affecting me.

Really excited to know the results for the music com, esp when i heard the current com ppl say that this year's music com's election case is special. Lol. Dont get also never mind; the most capable ppl should deserve the role after all. But i will try my best! Haha. And try very very best to wave hands around like chicken wings for conducting! Till next time! Now need to do the ton of hmk left and study for exams... Argh. -.-"

2007-05-09T20:16:00.000+08:00

The results show proof of what we have been through all these time. GOLD WITH HONOURS! All the mentally challenging practices, the tears, the blood, the sweat, AND the overuse of diaphragm has been all worthwhile. xD I'm seriously really proud of us. It seriously doesnt matter that my throat is drier than ever now. I really gave it my all and i knew the others did too. Really big thanks to those who were there for me to listen to my complaints and putting up with my gloomy face though i try to lighten things up once in a while. And thanks to all the hugs, the thumbs up and jiayous too! Really meant a lot to me. And i mean it when i say I LOVE YOU NJCHOIR! And its not easy for my to say i love something too. xP

Back to reality... There's still a lotta homework to catchup, tests waiting to slaughter us all who havent studied, and no excuse now for sleeping in class. Haha. Onward, xuemin. onward. xP

2007-04-25T20:33:00.000+08:00

13 more days to syf... And next monday is jazz night... And i've been singing practically 5 hours a day lol. Not that i mind. xP Paiseh never update that's why this blog is so so dead already...

Things kinda going downhill for me... Solo's getting worse and worse 'cuz my breadths are getting shorter and shorter and my voice is getting hoarser and hoarser from a lot of singing. Not that my throat is hurting... yet. Haha signs of getting old? Plus i think i'm becoming more and more distant with a friend. Feels really sad but know he doesnt care anyway so yea i try really hard to forget about it too. =( And i'm kinda scared of amos after you see his worried/pissed face when you don't sing well, and its really shocking, scary, worrying and amusing all at the same time. And poor phoebe is losing her voice and yet tries to sing and i think jiayun is going a bit the crazy, no offense. Lol. Project voice so much now have to project laughter too. Hope everything goes well for the rehersal tmr, and still need to wake at 5am for school.... Jazz night comes first, THEN syf. But actually both equally impt? But have to get over with things one by one... Hopefully amos wont be pissed again tmr. Lol. and phoebe faster recovers. And my parents stop shouting at me. And i wont lose my voice.

So nowadays its literally wake up, eat breakfast, go to school, prac a bit for jazz night, have lessons, choir/jazz night prac, go home, eat dinner, bathe, attempt to do hmk, sleep. Lol. If i'm doing this for a lifetime career and getting paid for it i seriously dont mind. But now really tiring ourselves out and i have to try to keep cheerful to mantain my energy. Lol. Sorry to all those whom i have cracked lame and pointless jokes to. Still must really work on the sanctus parts for me. I cannot have the whole choir being dragged down because of me ruining the song. Yep.

Jiayou xuemin you can do it! Jiayou njchoir we can do what we set to achieve for, and rock the stage (basses go do that cool low note that causes earthquakes =P). Jiayou pls dont screw up for jazz night. Jiayou everyone so add oil add oil add oil! Haha. Lame self again. (:

2007-03-15T17:33:00.000+08:00

Today was mr valesco workshop... I think it was like ms lim said la, pretty much wasted... Hiaz. And i didn't even know it was worth $600 of the school's money. Lol he must be earning like dunno who's business now giving workshops all around singapore. But we did pick up some stuff from him though, those rough interpretation of the songs, but we didn't do 'song without words' with him, which was another waste... But anyway mr valesco was really funny when he keeps raising his eyebrows and uses what he claims 'interesting choices of words', which i have NO idea what he was talking about half the time. And i bet in the whole of choir only zj knows la 'cuz apparently he was the one laughing the most at his abstract comments. English pro ma. Lol nvm we shall make full use of the other workshops in future. =P

Anyway, today was ALTO OUTING!!! Hahahahaha. Initial plan was to go swensons, but we ended up with eating in Pepper Lunch, which was not bad. But i bet that if we went sakae shushi it would have been much better. =P See la. Lol. Uhuh and then deborah teared out the receipts into 8 pieces and gave us one each to 'remind us of the occasion'. Lol. I never thought of that before... Then i kena got the total price of the whole lunch... Lol. $79.90 with GST. And then there was this free ice cream which tasted of cold sesame tang yuan, but it was sesame ice cream anyway, so i didn't expect much more from it. xP But i'm still quite hungry now!!!!

Oh yar and we passed by this very cool toy store with all those exotic toy stuff. Actually it was more of like those DIY toy kits, and i saw a FAKE SHAVING CREAM! haha. For those little boys who are dying to shave. Perfect birthday present for my lil' bro. Lol. Ask him to GROW UP. Hahahaha. But its kinda a waste of money to get this 'cuz i bet he'll just give me that weird stare and ask if i wanted it back. o.O Oh yar, and then before the outing went to play bball to shoot some hoops for a while and i got the call stuck in between the net and the board. So, from experience, i took out my shoe and tried to hit the ball down la. And then during the outing yuntian went to tell me how unglam i was blah blah blah and she was staring like i was crazy like that. Huh that one called unglam mehh? Lol. It was a clever idea ok? =P And i bet that yongjian and lingchung will juz stand there and wait for air pressure to bring the ball down or something. Lol haha. I bet i'm right.

Lol that's all for today... And I haven't exactly started on my holiday homework yet... Argh. All these are such a pain in the neck... >.<

2007-03-08T12:56:00.000+08:00

Another person to look up to.... 13-YEAR-OLD GIRL BEATBOXER. Like beatboxing fiesta la. Lol.

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!! Chem paper was quite easy, but you don't have to agree with me. xP

2007-03-04T18:58:00.000+08:00

Mann 4 hours of tuition and i shall come to the conclusion that i will fail physics if i go on like this. Lol. VECTORS AND FREE BODY DIAGRAMS OFFICIALLY SUXXXXXXXXXXXX. To me. Luckily mr chua was SUPER patient to teach me every single step properly... Lol. Must really mugg for this topic cannot let him down... Whoa. XUEMIN IS MUGGING! Haha. But mugg all day for 3 consecutive days also very sian so blog for a while. =P

Lol beat 2 j1 guys for table soccer today! 5-4 and 5-1. The other girls no need to say la. Haha. Should have seen their faces mann. Got beaten by a girl! They kept saying its inhumane to play so fast. One got so pressurised he turned red like a tomato. Whoo hoo. Then mr chua was down there laughing laughing like some maniac. Lol. Should have taken a picture of them. Haha. And finally trashed yew tong's sis 5-nil. I guess i finally got the REAL hang of it after all. But then later i was trashed by cheng rui, 1-3. Expected la. He could beat his own dad anyway. Anyway, if this goes on like this, most likely i can pocket that $100 cash in my pocket on the competition. Wahaha. But that'll mean the other girls will come asking me to treat them 'cuz they claimed supporting me is a lot of hard work too. o.O Next stop, BEAT MR CHUA. Then i shall move on to cheng rui, and then......... WORLD DOMINATION!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA.

Anyway i shouldn't distract myself with all these stuff i should be mugging. Lol. But my mugging is short-span, so it's good to destress once in a while. NOW BACK TO MUGMODE! xP

2007-02-27T20:08:00.000+08:00

Lol. Haha finally update la. Didn't feel like updating to new blogger so didn't bother to login. =P

Yep, so, wishes do come true after all. Lol. Right on the next day after i made my pre-bdae wish, WE GET TO SING FOR SYF!!!! Haha. Really sweet 16 mann. Like this is gonna be the highlight of my life. xD Yep like zj said, this is WINDFALL mann. Back to singing for syf, getting hold of the LAST blue sony ericsson z610i in singapore, AND not have PE for two consecutive sessions... Plus i managed to find the MI books in the end. Phew. Or i'll probably be skewered. So i'm probably back to my happy cheery ol' self... Or maybe after ass week...

It's kinda funny, come to think of it... If not for that syf thingy being announced, i probably would have still been miserable right now. Yep. And i probably would have joined string orc to learn a new instrument for the meantime. Of course not quit choir la. Juz for the meantime. And i would have regretted again for quitting canoeing to join choir 'cuz at least you can enter a competition for canoeing right? xP But it's not like SYF means everything in the world, but yet i treat it as it is. Lol. So now i can find something to laugh at 30 years later.

Oh yar, i was quite pleasantly surprised by this year's j1s. Haha. Really. At first when they came in they were like o.O... But now at least kodomo is coming together. With ms lim's help. Lol. There was like 300%+++ difference with ms lim being there to instruct them as compared to they being in charge of themselves... Lol. It takes time. But anyway it was nice to sing with the choir again instead of sitting back and watching them sing even though you know that you can sing this song just as well. Onward j1s!

Ok back to my birthday presents. Haha. Catch of the day: A PEELABLE UNRIPE BANANA. Cool. How random can you get? o.O Thanks amanda liyana n lakshmi! Partly for not getting me the pink one... Haha thoughtful of you otherwise i will KILL you all or something. Thanks chris for the what-you-claim is a cow, i'd say it looks like a giraffe with a very short neck? Haha fine it has NO neck. When was there ever a yellow coloured cow with orange spots? Lol. Thanks trudy sheena and wanyun for the PIG! And it's PINK! Boo. But it can add to my collection of 2 pink pigs, which now makes 3! And trudy, you gave me a pink pig last year too. o.O Lol. Bet you forgot. And my mum gave me a clay flute which is really cool and i shall bring it to school once i master on how to blow it. And my dad bought me the phone. Now did i leave anything out? =P

SOMEONE TELL THE TEACHERS ARE CRAZY!!!!! There's ass week next week and we still have 2 ongoing projects?!? And 1 essay? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

Uhuh so i better start mugging for ass week... Mann another pain in the ass again... And the j2s and ip4s have to mugg for common test. They always leave the ips out. We have TEST TOO OK? Haha. I'll try to update at least once every 10 days... Jiayou ip4s j2s ip2s ip1s! We can survive until road run! Then feel free to collaspe to the floor. Hopefully this very long and crappy entry can make up for the last month of not updating... Till next time folks. =P

2007-01-29T20:41:00.000+08:00

So it has been like 3 days since i've heard maybe the most outrageous news i've heard in my entire life, and initially thinking that it has ruined my whole of half the year and with nothing to look forward and achieve towards to. And all the tough practices we (ip2s) have gone through initially seemed all washed down the drain to a bottomless pit. WTH, you tell me, what has age got to do with singing? Does it even benefit or place other jc choirs at a disadvantage in any way? It may seem reasonable to implement this rule if the reason was because of benefitting somebody else, but WTH, i don't understand the rationale behind this. I have come to learn that people do things because of personal benefit, but this is like a situation where YOU DON'T GAIN ANYTHING. NO OPPORTUNITY COST, NO COMPARATIVE ADVANTAGE. >.<" It really makes no sense to me, and look at how many ip1s and 2s' feelings are you hurting? We (ip2s) have worked so hard ever since we've gotten into jc just to match up to them, and in the end you are telling us that there is no point in doing this because we can't take part in the SYF like they do? You should be in our shoes mann.

But so much for being self-centered. Looking back, it was all because of self-centered-ness that i teared anyway. Maybe so did everyone else. I knew it was the wrong reason to cry, so i tried to hold my tears back, but to no avail anyway. Tammy said it was human to cry, and that everybody can't help being self-centered. But i won't be if i could help it, 'cuz i don't particularly find self-centered people a good thing.

So what if i couldn't do a solo? They'll find a new one, maybe a better one anyway, though i felt a tinge of disappointment, but that's the way life goes. Maybe there'll be other opportunities as time goes. So what if the choir couldn't have the ip1s and 2s to sing for SYF? They'll just adapt to the changes and work harder. They can make it. As i said, nobody is indispensable. Plus people are made to adapt to changes in their environment, so njchoir will surely find their own way to what we want to achieve. But if i could do something to change the situation, i would. But what in the world can an ip2 do? Even my parents think its no big deal... Aiya, no choice, have to accept reality... And hopefully hope for some sort of a miracle to happen. Luck has been by my side all these years, after all. =P

Jiayou njchoir! No matter what, we'll work and work towards our ultimate goal for the year, not gold with honours for syf, but to know that we have done our best and contributed whatever we could with no regrets.

2007-01-23T21:20:00.000+08:00

Lol i had to edit the last post asap 'cuz i wanna avoid the one-too-many misconceptions... Paiseh. ppl u all think too deep lar. Choi choi choi.

Today kinda sucked, to sum it up. But we shall try harder next time... Right? Anyway, i'll make sure i'll prove you freaking wrong mann. Provided that i'm allowed to sing. xP

-----nobody is indispensible, but on the other hand, everybody counts. o.O

2007-01-11T16:48:00.000+08:00

My mum wants me to become an architect. Lol. And the next thing i know i'm already screwing up the vectors' lesson and i think i'm like two lessons behind the whole class... I better work on that. Uh huh, and then i'll end up building the next "leaning tower of pisa" 'cuz i couldn't do the vectors properly. Haha. That'd be cool. xD

Had class "breakfast" at the round tables during homeroom period today. Lol. At first i thought why mr eng was so nice to have bought food for us, but we later found out that it was actually the remaining food of our winnings from induction last year. Rofl. Good times, good times... We practically whipped up all the winning prizes la. And then we had this class survey vote thingy where we had to decide what activities we can- probably will- do as a class. Soooo, we have: cycling, swimming, ice-skating, movie-screening, steamboat dinner, playing outdoor games like bball xD, going to mr eng's house for CNY and get hongbao, having bonding sessions with our junior class +++... I think i missed out some. Haha. It seems exciting. Now i shall see how many can we actually complete. =P

Went to see the orientation ppl do the mass dance during lunch today. The song was girly (so not my type), but anyway everybody seemed to be having loadsa fun. But at the corner of my eye he caught my attention. I felt really really sad la. Really really. I wonder what was it like to be in his shoes. It wasn't something you see everytime anyway. I'm keeping this confidential 'cuz it's kinda bad to say these kinda things out loud. Those whom i told to should know why.

P.S. I did a good deed today. xD

P.P.S. HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO AMANDA!!!!!!! xDDDDD

2007-01-06T10:36:00.000+08:00

Whew.

Glad all our hard work paid off. Haha. Learning a song and memorising it in TWO DAYS is no joke mann. We were gonna say something like "pls forgive us for any mistakes, 'cuz we learnt yesterday yesterday and we are bringing you yesterday today." Haha. But wanyun or sheena said something like we are already expected to be in performance standard no matter how many days we take to learn, so we aren't supposed to mention that. Uh huh, and my head went super dizzy reaching for the high notes for two days. After all, all my sop singing worn off after i became alto. But in the end we managed to pull it through, not bad for something we started the day b4. Then when i was on the bus i was so tired that i didn't have the energy to talk to zj, then went home, immediately bathe, brush teeth dry hair and plopped on my bed. So unlike me. haha. Even my parents were shocked. o.O

Really very happy the concert was a big success. FULL HOUSE MANN!!! FULL HOUSE! Woah. It was breathtaking mann. Really really very happy. Haha. I think we really changed the impression of choir for many people 'cuz most of them who signed up are those without choir background. Haha. And some of them seem so excited! Lol. But you gotta have commitment la. Uhuh, as xq said, the tix sale for cantab will be much easier for us... Lol. But of course we'll put a much better performance than that.

ttbb really sang very well, although i think they are a bit worn out now. Haha. Haoguang went one octave lower?!? Sasa a.k.a. entitled did not bad also, sounded as cheeeeena as they were supposed to be. Haha. It's a compliment ok? Negativ really blew me away mann, 'cept for the lyrics part. Lol. And so sweet kx and her gang came over to see xq sing. Awww. I guess they sounded so good is 'cuz all of them can learn the songs fast n sing it well, plus xq's arrangement is damn zai. Not to forgot they have jh as beatboxer too. Lol. I'm working on that vp ok, plus i gotta find some way to finish arranging the song i'm on... H major should improve ourselves and learn to be like that. Uh huh, and the choir put up the usual good performance. xD Well done acap groups! Well done choir! Well done H major! =P CHOIR ROXXX.

2007-01-02T15:50:00.000+08:00

Layer ONE: On the Outside

Name: OH xuemin
Birth date: 23.02.1991
Current status: Unknown. Haha kidding. Single la.
Eye colour: white. And today's opposite day. =P
Hair colour: 95% black. 4% brown 'cuz of sunlight and 1% white 'cuz of stress.
Righty or lefty: Righty
Zodiac sign: *Bt zii mehhh!*

Layer TWO: On the Inside
Your heritage: hua ren/ hokkien lang. =P
Your fears: anybody holding up a skirt to my face and asking me to wear it. Please. I'll freak out.
Your weaknesses: infinite. I can place it in alphabetical order if you want. xP
Your perfect pizza: if there's one without cheese on it and taste just as great. But all pizzas have cheese ma, so in other words, there's no perfect pizza.

Layer THREE: Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: oh shit I overslept so cannot go jogging liaoz! xD
Your bedtime: during hols- abt 10.30pm. schooldays- fluctuating
Your most missed memory: errr. Those memorable ones, I guess. Can't think of anything now...=/

Layer FOUR: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: depending on my mood. But I like pepsi better most of the time. Gets you "higher" 'cuz there's more sugar I think.
Macdonalds or Burger King: Definitely macs. 'cuz most of the BK burgers have cheese.
Single or group dates: err never been on neither b4. depends on the guy I guess.
Adidas or Nike: anything. So as long as i like it.
Lipton tea or Nestea: lipton. 'cuz i never tried nestea b4. better play safe. =P
Chocolate or vanilla: CHOCOLATE!!! Vanilla is a bit milky. xP

Layer FIVE: Do you
Smoke: Nope
Curse: define "curse". =P

Layer SIX: In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: Uh huh. I drank red wine from nz yesterday n nearly spat it out. Too bitter. xP
Gone to the mall: who hasen't?
Been on stage: Of course! I'm in choir!
Eaten sushi: I love it mann.
Dyed your hair: not yet.

Layer SEVEN: Have You Ever
Played a stripping game: *_*" not when i'm sane.
Changed who you were to fit in: never did, never will.

Layer EIGHT
Age you're hoping to be married: never really thought that far. Err leave it up to fate ba.

Layer NINE: In a Girl/Guy
Best eye colour: the colour you're born with. Cuz those coloured contact lens you insert in your eye looks kinda scary.
Best hair colour: whatever that suits the person. Blue streaks is nice. =P
Short or long hair: whatever the person likes.

Layer TEN: What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago: crapping on this thing -.-"
1 hour ago: watching TV
1.5 hours ago: still watching TV
1 month ago: err... Probably sleeping at home 'cuz quite tired from choir camp.
1 year ago: watching TV?

Layer ELEVEN: Finish the Sentence
I love: eating, sleeping, drawing, singing, playing BBALL, mapling, dota-ing, playing piano etc...
I feel: sianz. 'cuz got school tmr. -.-''
I hate: skirts, cheese, milk, raw tomatoes, papayas, jogging but I still have to force myself to. Plus a lot more la...
I hide: all kinds of secrets. You wouldn't believe the amt of secrets I'm keeping for my friends and myself if I tell you all of them. Of course I won't tell you la. -.-"
I miss: playing BBALL! and badminton-ing with my dad! And my cedar friends, rosyth friends (a few)... Aiya too late to look back la.

Layer TWELVE: Tag 5 people
If I tag bifang back whatcha gonna do? Haha. Kidding. I'm stopping this chain letter 'cuz I always stop chain letters. Anyway school is reopening tmr so you must not be so bo liao, must start mugging already. xP

2007-01-01T15:01:00.000+08:00

I found out something yesterday:

I saw my neighbour *** and her bf strolling back to her house as usual.
I realised something.

"Hey mom, how come ***'s bf is always at her house? He's got nowhere to live?" I asked her when we got back.

"No... He's living there for the moment 'cuz he's chasing her," my mom said.

"Huh?? What living in her house gotta do with the bf going after her?" I asked.

"It means that her parents welcome him to their household."

"Do all the bfs have to do that?"

"Normally, yes."

Well that's something new, i thought.

"Then what about you and dad?"

She paused for a while.

"Yeah, he stayed at my family's house for a few months."

I thought for a while longer.

"Then what about jy1 and jy2? (my cousins) That means that they have to go to gf's house too right? then there'll always be nobody in their house."

She paused for a while longer.

"That's different. The gfs GO to their house."

"Huh??!!??"

"'Cuz its the girls who are after them." She said as a matter-of-factly.

WOAH. o.O

Happy new year everyone. =P

2006-12-23T11:25:00.000+08:00

Whoo. Looks like i haven't been updating my blog for a long long time... Haha. I'm surprised it ain't really dead yet. =P

Hols are really packed mann, with all those choir stuff... Choir prac, choir camp, choir x-change programme, porgy n bess, caroling.... And i'm sure i've missed out some stuff. Haha. Plus the weather these few days have been HORRIBLE, so i could hardly play bball or jog. Not that i like jogging anyway. xP Rofl. Plus i arranged my entire room, its almost like a re-vamp. Haha. N still have that song to finishing arranging, draw christmas cards, file all my school worksheets blah blah blah... Which leaves me no time to review on my homework AT ALL. I am doooooomed. At least i think i am. Better start doing revision before the new year starts... And there's that dreading chem test... Stinks mann. But its better than those who have nothing better to do in the hols and are rotting at home right now. Haha.

Caught up with a few of ol' friends too. Haha. Had breakfast at macs with yinxue n trud like maybe 10 days ago and then went to yinxue's house to visit her rabbit followed by trashing them in table soccer. Hah. Was it 20-0? =P Too bad the other PP walkers couldn't make it. Next time we have an outing, muz make sure everybody turns up lar. Lol. Then there was mr chua chalet, where i broke my record of stoning for the longest period of time. 3 hours mann. But luckily i didn't stone alone... Had winnie to stone with me. She's a pro stoner mann. Haha. In the end I went to learn how to play taiti, it wasn't so bad... And the table soccer competition was cancelled, so didn't compete at all. Bummer. But those guys down there were damn zai lar. Zham zham zham the ball and then before you know it, it scores! Haha. Then found out yesterday that the table soccer crashed on the day of the chalet. Rofl. All the handles fell off, and there was only one surviving one. So mr chua bought a brand new "heavy-duty" table soccer table, so he claims. Haha. AND a pool table. Lol. Guess i'll be picking up pool as my next game. Uh-huh, and then i played bball with 2 national players and 3 others, so they claimed, plus zj of course. Lol. So we had this showoff in our team, whose not the national player la, so we lost 3-7. But hey, i scored 2 shots! Haha. That's all that counts. So the chalet wasn't so bad after all... xP KK back to the topic. So about a week ago i was supposed to go to my childhood friends' house, but was too tired... My mum says that we need to visit them soon, 'cuz the eldest one is going to boarding school next year. Uh huh. And then tomorrow i'm probably gonna meet up two friends i made back then when we had a trip to newzeland like 3 years ago. Whoo that's like very long ago... But both our families kept in touch still, in letter form. Haha. So now the older boy boy is pri 6 on his way to HCI next year and the younger one i think pri 3? Lol. I wonder how they look like.

Caroling was fun. I just realised its not very good to stand in between two guys, esp when the one next to you is 1.85 metres tall, 'cuz your face in the photo will pratically be covered by all the other faces in front when you take a picture 'cuz the camera will be busy focusing towards the height of the tall one. Plus you'll look quite short and weird in between the two guys. Provided the guys are tall la. Rofl. Am i right? So anyway, its kinda nice to spread the festive joy to other people, its kinda like doing a good deed... So i've done at least 2 good deeds in the hols. Haha. Can just carol and carol all day... There's another 2 coming up... Rasa sentosa resort 5-9pm tmr and then sheraton 11am-2pm on christmas day. Haha. Anybody welcome to watch/hear. xD

I think this entry is pretty long, hopefully makes up of my absence of blog entries for dec. Haha. Not that it makes a difference, does it? Just wanna say a big THANKS to: kaiyin, amanda, dav for the christmas cards! And DOUBLE THANKS chris-dav for the present. Haha. It sounds weird, chris-dav. o.O Love christina anguilera! xD

Have a magical christmas and an enchanted new year!

Till next time! (when i feel like posting again) Haha.

2006-12-03T11:40:00.000+08:00

And we roll in the magic numbers.....

03/12/2006.

7.30.

10 000.

32992.

1:23:06.

Next taget:

02/12/2007.

7.30.

10 000.

xxxxx.

1:10:00.

100% Satisfaction guaranteed.

So this is after chanting "I can do it" to myself for the entire race course. Plus 5 months of training, averaging 2-3 times a week, at least 3km each time. It was worth it after all. So i've learnt that impossible is nothing. xD I bet with a few more self training, I can make it much better next year. And if i can do it, so can you. So, who wants to run with me next year? xP

2006-11-18T17:19:00.000+08:00

De-ja-vu mann. >.< Trashed two times in the row in the same fashion... Bball not for me nowadays... Left too many shots open.

I solemnly swear that i shall never get trashed again.

Haha who am i kidding? xP

Oh yea. Rockapella rox my socks mann. Regardless of how they look like. Lol. LOVE DA BASS. A lot. Aww mann sExY! xD *** And yes, this was entirely said by Xuemin. Haha.

DT for table soccer is the WAY TO GO! Plus cash prize for money. Ya hear? =P

That's all for today.

2006-11-06T09:49:00.000+08:00

Whoohoo. Almost all my troubles are finally over!!! Induction OGL down. IP Musical down. H Major (although a bit the screwed up) finally over. Now only left that porgy and bess musical thingy, but i wonder why i even signed up in the first place... But anyways its good exposure la, and it better be worth it mann. We had to sightsing 40PAGES!!!! OMG OMG! My head was like spinning with all the notes all over the place, even with perfect pitch it doesn't help much. Pity the reast who are suffering worse than me. Next prac is tmr, i better get those notes right b4 i step into that place again. xP

Anyways, i got my results back!!! Wahaha. Maybe losing my pencil case just before my IH exam was a blesing in disguise. Haha. Got 2nd in History and 9th in IH overall!!! I rock mann! Shows that luck isn't really everything anywayz. But i still miss my stapler... Wawa it was an antique la! >.< Anyways, GPA 3.73!!!! x)) This is my best year mann. I bet if i was still in cedar, it would still be the same Bs and Cs everywhere, and i probably would still be failing math. Maybe not. Now i can go pester my mum to buy me that table soccer table and then trash my tution teacher with it. xD

Haha 06 rocks mann! We won everything!!! Best presentation for 06ip06, most enthusiastic class and best in station games for 07ip06. Haha. But i still feel the class a bit the stagnant lehh, probably 'cuz they're still new. I think i overreacted my enthu-ness. Lol. But i'm sure everything will turn out fine in the end...

Yep, anyone wanna play bball with me send me an sms anytime. Haha. I predict that i'll be rotting at home for the next few days... Nah i have my FMA to finish and then later i'll move on to finish Sharman king! xD And i better start training for that marthon...

2006-10-19T21:29:00.000+08:00

I think i've just experienced the feeling of true satisfaction. xD
Go write your own musical and see it becoming a success then you'll know how i feel.
06, thanks for being ever so co-operative and making this thing happen. One of the first times i see the class become so enthu. Couldn't do it without all of you. You dudes rock!
Success doesn't mean that you have to perform it well, but its knowing that you have done your best and achieved something. So regardless of whether we get in or not, its the process that we bonded as a class and did a whole class effort to make this happen. Though i still feel a little bit of disappointment when we had a lot of technical difficulties and that we screwed up the lyrics, but anyway, KUDOS to everyone! xD

06 rawks the house mann!

2006-10-09T20:49:00.000+08:00

Sianz mann, the start of ASS week has finally arrived... Its really a pain in the ass mann. xP 2 down, 8 more to go... Math and History-Econs-Geog all crammed into one, IH!!! Then i lost my pencil case! So heartbroken... What's more, there's my lucky pen inside given from my chinese tution teacher. So how can a pen be lucky? Well, if you have never even touched the ting xie asked to learn by your chinese tution teacher and then in the end you tikam tikam and still only get 4 wrong out of 25, boy that pen is lucky. And there's a 4 hour chinese paper tmr!!! Plus my stapler from primary one!!!! Wawawa so heartbroken. So when i found that out just b4 the IH paper, i nearly freaked out but i didn't have time to sms xq they all so i just hoped that they had the thought of keeping it for me. But they didn't know it was MINE!!! THEN NOW ITS GOOONNNNEEEEE!!!! Aaacks. What a day. Luckily math and IH wasn't so bad, at least i'm quite sure that i'll scrape a pass or an A, ahahas. Plus i only mugged JUST RIGHT, unlike xxxxxx "mugging is life". xD

Wah biang there's a 4 HOUR CHINESE PAPER TMR. I wonder how i'll survive it. I'll just make sure that i just make it so that my chinese teacher won't come telling my parents that i may have to drop higher chinese because i got a 60. Dude, its only 60 k? I still got >10 marks before i fail?!? Ah wells... I also have to make sure that i scrape a good pass for english, failed the recent one quite badly. I think i got a U.

Its sometimes useful to be in JC. Haha. Got seniors to help! Especially now that its after their promos, all the more they should help us! Ahahas. Thanks yuehsin jiahao4 felicia phoebe xianyong zijiang for helping me in econs! See last minute revision does help. xD Thanks for helping me in finding the pencil case too! xD You dudes rox!

2006-09-19T16:52:00.000+08:00

OH YAR, and we beat 04 to a PULP for dog n bone! Haha 06 are champions mann! ~We are the champions lalala. 25-5 Wahahaha. So now that we've beaten 02 (even though how much they keep trying to restart the score, and in the end they owe us drinks),04 and 05, now left 01 and 03 so they better watch out! Haha. How i wish we can invade another school and then play dog n bone for every GC lesson (referring to IH lesson). xD

And for today's bio lesson we went to analyse blood! Damn cool, i can just imagine myself analysing blood for a living. Haha nah just jk. And the blood was FAKE! -.-" WTH, what do you need to analyse fake blood for anyway, it's already analysed... So on the bottle there was this fine print---Warning: May cause eye irritation. WTH, WHO IS CRAZY ENOUGH TO PUT DROPS OF BLOOD INTO YOUR EYE?!? o.O Lol. That was hilarious. So anyway, those with O- blood are the poorest thing in the world (like.... =P) 'cuz when you need blood for whatever reason, woah very hard to find donor mann....

So here's probably some info that might be of interest. =P ( Almost all lifted from sites, but won't charge for plagarism right?)

The ABO System
If you have blood group A then you've got A antigens covering your red cells. Blood group B means you have B antigens, while group O has neither, and group AB has some of both. The ABO system also contains lots of little antibodies in the plasma, antibodies being the body's natural defence against foreign antigens. So blood group A has anti-B in their plasma, blood group B has anti-A (you probably get the picture at this stage). To complicate matters though, group AB has none and group O has both of the antibodies. Which means giving someone blood from the wrong ABO group could be fatal.The anti-A antibodies in group B attack group A cells and vice versa. Which is why group A blood must never be given to a group B person. Group O negative is a different story.

The Rh system
Well, it gets more complicated here on in, because there's another antigen to be considered - the Rh antigen.Some of us have it, some of us don't. If it is present, the blood is RhD positive, if not it's RhD negative. So, for example, some people in group A will have it, and will therefore be classed as A+ (or A positive). While the ones that don't, are A- (or, wait for it...A negative). And so it goes for groups B, AB and O. This effectively doubles the number of different blood types to be matched, because you shouldn't mix blood type A+ with blood type A-.84% of the population is Rh positive. (And yes, that means the other 16% of the population is running around with Rh negative blood.)

---Now for the info that's more interesting:

Type O "Hot"
Population: Roughly 38% of the world is O +ve and 6% O -ve.
Traits:
Confident and Strong-Willed, Proud, Dedicated, Sociable, Energetic, Extroverted, Frank, Realist, Showy, Flighty, Generalist, Positive, Independent, Risk-Takers, Dislike taking orders, Insecure, Stubborn & Self-Centered.
Make friends easily and go with flow and grasp opportunity. Quick to start a project or chase an idea. Are good at organizing activities. May have short attention span, and expresses strong emotions. May quickly take opposite views that are deep but not always durable. Classic entrepreneurs and movers and shakers.Express their emotions but can be swayed by other blood types. Have an intrinsic elegance. Sociable and showy. May be good at adapting to circumstances. Words come easily to them. Not self conscious and will frankly reveal inner feelings. Ambitious, but may have issues with detail.
Like to be touch and be touched by others.

Type A "Cool"
Population: Roughly 34% of the world is A +ve and 6% A -ve.
Traits:
Obedient, Careful, Sympathetic, Self-Sacrificing, Polite, Honest, Loyal, Emotional, Introverted & Nervous.
Are reserved calm and even tempered. Sensitive to public opinion. May be Introverted, shy and nervous or ill at ease with others. May be Pessimistic. Value relationships and are loyal. Hesitant to change. Nature lovers and dislike crowds - need a private place or secret hideaway. Can be indecisive. Good at team work and obey rules.
Dislike to touch or be touched by others.

Type B "Active"
Population: Roughly 9% of the world is B +ve and 2% B -ve.
Traits:
Cheerful, Optimistic, Active, Sensitive, Kind, Forgetful, unorganized, Noisy, Egocentric
Energetic and have the drive to reach towards goals. May be workaholics. Not the best team players and are individualistic. Do things at one's own pace. Strong personality adventurous. Likes to get one's own way. Are Sociable and enjoy entertaining.
Like to touch or be touched by others.

Type AB "Care-Free"
Population: Roughly 4% of the world is AB +ve and 1% AB -ve.
Traits:
Social, Easy-going, Sympathetic, Diplomatic, Outgoing, Laid-back, Creative, Unpredictable, Artistic, Flexible, Moody and Brooding.
Blend of opposites. Shy with some and bold with some. Introvert and Extrovert. Unpredictable and may seem to have calm exterior. Strong creative strain. Good at spotting problems and skirting them. Like city environment. Get bored easily. Everything they do is compelling. Never take things for granted. Appear mysterious. Contribute harmoniously to society.
Dislike to touch or be touched by others.

----Dont' ask me, i dunno what in the world "likes/dislikes 2 be touched by others" is there in the first place. But as i said, i lifted almost everything. But you gotta admit it was quite interesting right? =P

Oh yar, before i forget, GOOD LUCK FOR ALL UR EXAMS (j1s-promos, j2s-prelims, us-EOYs), and good luck for me also, i probably need it much much more than you do. =P See i gotta sudden inspiration go and write two long posts a day. But actually 70% of them i just copied info and pasted it on here. Plus my tagboard is so darn dead. xP

2006-09-19T16:30:00.000+08:00

Cassie sent me this e-mail. I decided not to forward it to anyone 'cuz it may be quite wu liao for other ppl but i thought it was quite real. xD

7th grade
Stared at the girl next to me.
She was my so called "best friend".
I stared at her long,silky hair,
and wished she was mine.
But she didnt notice me like that, I knew it.
After class she walked up to me
and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her.
She said "thanks"and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I wanna tell her,
I want her to know that I don`t wanna Be just friends, I love her but I`m just too shy, and I don`t know why...

11th Grade
The phone rang.
On the other end it was her.
She was in tears,mumbling on and on,
about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did.
As I sat next to her on the sofa,
I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours,a drew barrymore movie 3 bags of chips,
she decided to go to sleep.
She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I wanna tell her,I want her to know that I don`t wanna be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy,and i dont know why.

Senior Year
The day before prom she walked to my locker.
"My date is Sick" she said; he`s not qonna go.
well I didnt have a date and in 7th grade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates we would go together just as "best friends".
So we did.

Prom niqht
After everything was over I was standing at her front at her,
She smiled at me.
I want her to be mine, but she doesn`t think of me like that and I know it.
Then she said "I Had the best time, thanks!"
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I wanna tell her, I want her to know that I don`t want to be just friends, I love her but Im just too shy,
and I dont know why

Graduation Day
a day passed,
then a week,
then a month.
Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body floated like an anqel up on stage to qet her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didnt notice me like that, and I knew it.
Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat,
and cried as I hugged her.
Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, you`re my best friend, thanks!"
and gave me a kiss on the Cheek.
I wanna tell her, I want her to know that I don`t wanna be just friends, I love her but I`m just too shy, and I don`t know why

A Few Years Later now I sit in the pews of the church.
That girl is getting married now.
I watched her say "i do" and drive off to her new life,
married to another man.
I wanted her to be mine,
but she didn`t see me like that and I knew it.
But before she Drove away, she came to me n said you came!"
She said. "thanks!" and kissed me on the cheek.
I wanna tell her, I want her to know that i dont wanna be just friends, I love her but I`m just too shy, and i don`t know why

Years passed,
I looked down at the coffin of a qirl who used to be my "best friend".
At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn`t notice me like that, and I know it. I wanna tell him, i want him to know that I don`t wanna be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don`t know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me...
I wish Idid too. I thought to myself,
and I cried.

-----Whoohoo so mushy, so not Xuemin right? But i thought it was quite cool what. Treasure it but i don't expect i'll do another entry like this, haha. Today is an exception. Thanks cassie! You all probably read this b4 but this is my 1st time reading it anyway.

A+ for bio! A for MI! A for Trigo! A for LA! Who could ask for more? =P Haha i'll probably fail physics, quite sure of that plus IH, screwed a lot of parts for that. Oh yar, and MOLE CONCEPT sucks big time for me, xtra lesson on THURS! xP

2006-09-17T19:48:00.000+08:00

It has come to a stage when i have to tell myself to be cheerful no matter what.
No matter how many times you scold me,
No matter how many times you said that i was a "failure" or that i was a "hopeless case",
No matter how many times you say i wasn't good enough,
No matter how many times you try to dump the whole family's anger on me
because you know that i'm probably the only one who can hear you scold and i would just sit there and keep quiet. And after a while i'll be back to my cheery old self. Or so you thought.

Because i'm not gonna let my own problem and emotions affect others.
And that's final.
But don't be surprised if there's one day where i can't take it anymore.

Something's seriously wrong in the household. xP

2006-08-19T21:11:00.000+08:00

WTH.

I cried
for no good reason?!?
It's been a long time since i cried.

Must be all those accumulated stuffs.
AAAaaacckkk.
The run is in 8 days and i felt that i didn't train enough either.
Probably just whack it. >.<
But you know, its almost impossible to whack a run, its either you make it or you don't...
But i shall make it and whack it at the same time.
Heh. =P

2006-08-12T17:07:00.000+08:00

Went to planetshakers' concert yesterday, dinner at clementi pizzahut and probably got the choir roasted and barbecued by ms lim. Argh. I feel damn bad. But i thought, did i really regret this? I guess not. Its not everytime you get to see a live band for $4 AND you get to use it for your AA. But i definitely will NEVER do such a thing again. Argh. Still feel damn bad... x(

We got cheated out of the pizza. It says "12 slices" for large and there were only like 10 regular sized ones? Then there was this 2 pathetic super small slice squished in that could hardly FILL a baby. Never trust the menu. xP

The concert was ok lar. They gave this goody pack with this cool UV light marker thingy, but luckily i never drew too much on my hand, and those ppl who drew on their faces will probably regret 'cuz you have to rub until you can feel your skin tearing apart before the marker can come off. And then there was the lightsticks and this cool streamer thingy. I think someone stole my goody bag halfway, 'cuz when i came back to my seat, it was gone?!? The band was like super christiany lar, all the songs also christian christian, but the melody was quite catchy anyway... Yep when the drums were played right, i could almost feel my heart beating with the vibrations. BOOM BOOM BOOM. omg. Super bad for the ears also... Started jumping for the first few songs but the class wasn't very enthu for some weird strange reason... -.-" Muz be too tired from all those schoolwork haha. Then at around 8 i checkedmy phone then i was super shocked when i saw that "ms lim fumed cuz you weren't there". Oh mannz. Then the bad feeling sank in. And suddenly i didn't feel like jumping anymore so i juz stood there and clap. Oh mannz...

I am sooo sorry that i made deborah cied. Or the rest of you all scolded. Really i am. It kinda bothered me the whole of yesterday night 'cuz i knew that it was partially my fault. Probably 'cuz ms lim was already holding some anger on us and eugene n i sparked off that anger. Its like a saturated solution. When you add so sugar to a limit when the water cannot dissolve anymore sugar, and then you add just one extra grain of sugar, its the end of the world for you. Why? Because it starts to CRYSTALLISE!!! Aaaaaaaaaaaa! So all those dissolved sugar will cling on to the small tiny grain of sugar so its like you hear all those yakkity yak out of the small incident. So much for that. So now we know that we've got something to improve on, plus we've learnt our lesson and will never do it again. Sorry, dui bu qi, ah mi to fo... May this not happen again. x(

Thanks chris n joce for making me feel better in the car. And no, i don't normally sing in the car, for fear that my parents and my bro will juz cover their ears and ask me to keep my mouth shut. =P

2006-08-08T16:08:00.000+08:00

Yep today was NDC
It was supposed to be a highlight event of the year right?
But somehow
I don't feel the "vibe" i had
back then in cedar.
Why?

I guess i gotta accept the fact that different schools have different way of doing things, and you have to find some way to fit in into the place, not the place that fits into you. But somehow, school life in here seems to be better than school life back then, yet it seemed worse. I miss cedar, but i love nj, njchoir at LEAST.

There's always a price to pay for the choices we make anyway. xP

But who says i'm regretting? xD

2006-07-30T17:27:00.001+08:00

Here it is. Upon lay wang's request. Super-anoes rock too haha. xD The sounds still lags though...

Accidentatly and dunno why i bumped into my pri school friend's blog some days ago. Haha. I still wonder how i got there... And he wasn't particularly a person i used to like. But that was long time ago then, and you can always forgive people by now, but i'm not sure about the "forget" part. Forgive but not forget. But was i in the wrong of the actions i did? So when i like stepped into the blog, memories began sort of like flooded to my mind, and its kinda hilarious, come to think of it. Couldn't help but smile to myself. But as i've found out, its like almost impossible to go back the way it was back then, 'cuz you've moved on so much and both of our lives are so different now. Haha. Is that good or bad?

Oh yea, thanks for playing bball with me yesterday. Really, i mean it. Had a ball of a time. Haha. There's always a first for everything. I seriously cannot remember the last time i did something so... cheating. Wah, lucky it went smoothly mann, or i'll be like in deep trouble and probably the end of my life... But there's a price to pay if you wanna go enjoy yourself outside. Lol. I suck at bball mann. Like totally. Shoot then miss. Shoot then miss. But maybe i'll get the hang of it if i played more... Up for another session? xP I seriously don't mind trading my jogging sessions for something like this... I'm kinda sick of running the same ol' route but i don't really dare to explore routes too far away from my neighbourhood for fear that i'll get lost and never get back home again... Wahaha. Ok now i'm going back to my crazy self. xD

School life goes on tomorrow. Plus truckloads of homework just waiting to be completed, and running for tution again. They should scrape chinese lectures mann. Bleh yucks. x(

2006-07-27T17:46:00.000+08:00

Altos skit!

Aww louis didn't film the whole thing.... Pity.

Sorry for the laggy sound too... Ain't my fault mann. But its still the same ol' hilarious. Altos almighty! Bt zii quak! xD

2006-07-23T15:03:00.000+08:00

About 18 hours passed since the farwell. Yet it seemed so far. But it was a blast anyway, although it wasn't for me... (: I still have 3 more years to go...

The farewell was like the grandest farewell i have ever seen in my entire 15+++ years. Haha. I don't remember cedar's farewell to be that grand, but maybe it was different then, 'cuz we didn't really know the seniors well in the 1st place. I guess its because of our close-knitted bonds, as one choir. It's a great feeling to see the seniors come back, really. But now they're gone again, but we musn't be sad; its up to us to continue njchoir's legacy!

Lee min said that when she saw us altos go up (or rather, down) to perform on stage, she couldn't help but smile to herself, because she's really proud just to see us perform. I couldn't agree less. When i saw the j2 altos come up to sing in the atrium, i couldn't help but feeling happy in the inside too. Its like the feeling that you are on stage yourself singing solo and getting all the glory, except that you're not. GO ALTOS ALMIGHTY! xD You gals sang beautifully! Like swans! Hehe.

Cheryl also said," Friendships may not last forever, but memories do." Yep, i don't really have a lot of lasting friendships, especially back then in primary school, but sure a lot of memories, good and bad. But some of us still keep in contact. Its really not realistic to tell a person that we'll be friends forever; actions speak louder than words for that. But i can assure you that the memories will always stay in my heart, or rather, head. That i can promise.

On the bus back home yesterday, zj and i suddenly talked about fate. I went home and suddenly thought about it more. Really, fate changes everything. I imagined, back then, when i was 6, my mother had the choice if she will sign me up for ballet classes or piano classes and if she chose ballet, i would have been a lot more girly than i am now. Yes, its true, BALLET CLASSES. And if girls were allowed in my pri school basketball team, i would probably have been into basketball and never into choir from the very beginning. And if it wasn't a teacher who asked me to join choir back in pri1, and called to tried to persuade my mum that i can join choir even though i'm very young, choir would have never come across my mind. I was more of basketball and soccer, even back then in pri 1. But my mother never let me joined choir until when i was pri 4. And if it wasn't for my pri6 form teacher whom i used to dispise and who keeps pulling my ear and keeps scolding me for being in one of the bottom in class and not even knowing how to write a conclusion for my science paper, i would never have given her the shock of her life in the PSLE results and never wouls have ended up where i am now. Thanks ms jau for that. I guess it was a blessing in disguise. And if it wasn't my parents' strong objections to canoeing late last year to early this year, i would have been in canoeing and never known about how the choir was like and so on. The rest is for me to know. So you can see how fate changes everything. But i've never really regretted the decision to stick to the decision of choir than canoeing. But maybe if i joined canoeing everything would have been different. Argh i'm messing myself up. *shakes head* But you get the point.

Thank you lee min, dai xuan, yi ting, rhoda, mavis for the alto gifts and notes! Thank you royston for the letter! Thank you Ms Teo and Mr Chia for the reflections booklet! They all really mean a lot to me and i'll always treasure them for sure! Thank you to whoever who created fate to make me what i am now! Thank you njchoir to let me know that i've made the right choice! Thanks to anyone who made an impact on my life in one way or another! Lol now its become like a speech, but who cares?

I really don't know how am i going to take next year's farewell, after being closer to them as time goes by. Well i'll leave it up to fate to decide then, after all, fate changes everything, right? xD

2006-06-22T17:06:00.000+08:00

I arranged half my room today! What an accomplishment! Haha. Now its only half a rubbish dump... xD I'm gonna arrange the rest tmr.

Hmmm went blog hopping today. Found out that most of my friends were depressed and thinking that life sucks and breaking down and stuffs. Yep yep. Its those raging teen hormones again. Lol. Makes you feel emotional at times. I've got them too. Not too long ago either. I've learnt how to think of other happy things stay cheerful for as long as i can! No point being emotional over nothing much anyway... Sometimes when you think too much its baaaddd for you. So it IS good to be lame and blur some of the time! xDDD

We're only young once mann! Gotta make the most outta it! No point wasting away my precious youth thinking about pre-mature stuffs... I shall be childish while i can. Goo goo gaa gaa. Lol.

Awww mann TRC ep. 32 is out on YouTube! TRC rawks mann! And the ep.33 is in jap but for some weird reason i understood most of it! I guess the animation probably explained the storyline for itself. No language barrier. And bi fang keep saying that 'bleach' is very nice to watch so i may try a few episodes meself tmr or something.

Jogged for half an hour straight yesterday and found a lot of cool new routes! xP Next target: 45mins non-stop. I never knew jogging was this much fun. ^^
ANYBODY WANNA JOG WITH ME CAN TELL ME. Or play soccer, badminton, basketball whatever. I'm so bored that i'm available until school reopens! ^^
Maybe i shall try jogging from macritche to nj one day. Just maybe. Hmmmm.

2006-06-19T11:01:00.000+08:00

Lead singer rocks my socks mann!
LIFE IS A HIGHWAY! xD

2006-06-13T20:18:00.000+08:00

Aww man there's still a buncha homework left for me to do. Actually i just need to read that chinese book and do a 1000 word reflection on it, plus 200 word on the contents. Bleh. And there's still math. You know when i finished MA1101, then i was bored so i began to read the front cover. Then they put down there "Try to finish at least half of the questions given for each module by school reopen". I'm like, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! I DID ALL THOSE FOR NOTHING! Hurts mann. Cheat my feelings. But on the other hand, at least i learnt more stuff than others. Lol. Who am i kidding? I should have read the instructions in the 1st place! xP

TRC rocks mann! I finished till episode 31 today! Then there's no more on YouTube liaoz. Gotta wait for ppl to upload more... The songs from High School Musical rocks too! But the movie was average lar, maybe also because the graphics suck in YouTube. Hehx. My mum's getting me a basketball! Haha. And i'm a little bored of maple liao. Decided to stop playing for a while until i suddenly become interested again.

A capella went well today. Guess we're getting the hang of it. =)

2006-06-09T20:48:00.000+08:00

Had choir in the morning, then a capella then went for lunch with a buncha them. Rather eventful. (:

We had choir straight from 8-10.30, standing! And like only about 20 ppl attended, with only 2 tenors and 3 basses, but xq was conducting so that counts as 2 basses left only. Bleh. Yar so we really drilled through all those songs with only like 1/4 our usual strength. Sing sing sing until quite xian liao. Xq damn zai, got so much paitience hehe. But it went well, considering that some of the parts weren't even there. As in novody was present to sing that part. Yar then next was a capella and it didn't went too well for gan qing xian; the sops still haven't learnt their part properly yet, so it turned out quite messy... Probably will have another choir prac. on tues. Zhirui was squeaking in the high notes for all the songs... Chao errr... Lol.

Mann lunch was fun! But it wasn't exactly lunch in the 1st place, more like dinch. Lol. Lunch+dinner=dinch. Lol i made that up. Yepp so went with trudy chengluan wanyun sheena sixuan xq and zhirui to west mall sakae shushi buffet! We spent time stoning in school and crashing choir store b4 that. Aiyo trudy and jiahao cannot eat one lor! Calls himself some kinda guy... Like i ate around 15 plates i think, and they all just ate the rest. Totalled up to 30 plates. But jh had a bit of gastric halfway so he couldn't eat too much or he'll puke and we'll have to send him to the hospital or something... Poor guy. And sixuan ate like 5 plates of sashimi! If i eat too much sashimi i'll puke mann. So fishy. Then zr and xq and cl's table was the funniest... What ever food we cannot finish, we'll dump it to them. Zhirui eats like a pig. Keep seeing the waiter clearing their plates non stop. Then we would give them that look then xq laughed until his face turn red. Lol. Chuwen joined us later and those j1s were planning to go to zhirui's house to play majong. I was surprised at the amount of freedom they have. They'll probably watch the soccer match and stay over or something. My parents will KILL me if i do that.

Arghx i kinda regret not going back to cedar today... But its sorta a must to go for that prac 'cause we have so many things we have to brush up... Hiaz. Sorry kaiyin! Hope you had fun there.

Tsubasa cronicles rock! I just found the episode 6 being loaded into Youtube! Finally. Yepps here's the url for the 1st episode. If you like it just go type 'tsubasa cronicles' in the search box in YouTube and you can watch till episode 7! ^^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u0XjBsiU_go

2006-06-08T15:55:00.000+08:00

My mum is screaming the lungs out of her again. Sigh. She has been doin that nowadays. I don't blame her either.Makes me worried sick. In fact, it spoils the whole family's mood. So whenever i feel like shouting and arguing in the house, i just listen to my ipod and sometimes lock myself into the room and calm down from there. You always get a false sense of security when you just close the door of your room. I like that. It makes me feel that I have all the time to myself at the moment. However, my parents take it as i'm being ignorant and all, and that all i can do is listen to the ipod all day and that i live for the ipod. Pooh. They're so wrong.

We're trying to appeal a liscence for my dad. It's kinda a long story, but to make it short, about 2 weeks ago, we just received a letter from the vet association ppl and they just say that my dad has to stop doing accupuncture on animals altogether, and he can only work in the zoo. That came as a super duper big shock to us, I mean, its like chopping the fingers off a pianist. What's more, our family income is gonna like slash slash slash to more than half. Crap. I see no reason why my dad shouldn't get his liscence either, after all the things he had done for the zoo and saving so many animals' life and all those media coverage and stuff. Plus, his job is like a hobby to him, something he love to do. As i said, its like chopping the fingers off a pianist. My mum said that if my dad were working in other zoos, he would already be the director of those zoos. I agree with her too. We already compiled everything and sending it to those vet association ppl. So that means that if he doesn't get that liscence thing, i can just curse those ppl away like nothing. But i know me. I wouldn't do that.

So anyway, i figured that's probably why i keep feeling so sianz nowadys. Plus there's nothing fun to do in the hols. I'm getting a little bored with maple liaoz, i'll probably switch to a new game soon. Maybe i'll even go back to neopets. Lol. Actually neopets is quite fun lar. Sometimes i wish that i live in a condo and then i can just go downstairs anytime to play bball on my own. Or at least have an open space to dribble the soccer ball by myself. Sometimes i wish that i have at least a girl neighbour whom i can relate to, 'cause right now almost all my neighbours are like boys younger than me and there's one who's older but that doesn't make a difference anyway. And i dislike shopping so i tend to turn down many of the invitations by my friends who ask me if i want to join them shopping. It depends on my mood. And i still have the class outing to worry about and nobody is replying my messages. xP

Funny, as i'm writing this i'm feeling better. Lol. I should do this more often. Haha. xD I shall dribble the soccer ball in my squeezy room later. Or i shall just stone.

There's choir tmr! Finally something to do! xD

---Always look on the bright side of life

2006-06-07T17:01:00.000+08:00

I think i have mood swings now.
I feel sianz and like the whole world owes me everything at one time
And the next i feel fine and happy
But i feel restless most of the time

Is that good?

I feel like playing bball, but there's no basketball ball to begin with
I wanna play soccer, but i have no one to play with
So i just dribble around with the ball for fun
Apparently my bro is hooked to the com like nothing, and i managed to get rid of him after i threatened to uninstall maple if i dun get to play. Face it, i won't uninstall maple lar. I wanna play maple too. But only dumb dumb ppl will fall for it. Harhar. Like who ar? =P

I've realised that i like ppl who really cheer me up whenever i'm down.
And there's also some friends whom I cheer them up!
I can really talk crap too.
Bt zziii mehhh...
I guess that's something like give and take.
This is the way it goes.
Life is full of surprises.

xD

P.S. New blogskin! I spent like 3hrs searching in blogskins.com n still cannot find the one i wanted! But this is close enough...

2006-06-06T14:34:00.000+08:00

Its amazing how things take a quick turn and change into totally different senarios in just two days, isn't it? :-/ But i'm not saying its a good thing. Hawhaw. I'm not saying its a bad thing either.

Yesterday: There was a capella from 12pm-evening. Had to leave at 4pm for tution. I just slacked around in the morning and there was nothing much to do in a capella too, since i've already memorised my part of the score. But its always quite fun to come for choir, probably 'cause you feel a sense of belonging and also probably because you have nothing to do back at home. I think it's both. I gotta find something better to do mann, or i'll bore myself to death. xP

Ok back to the point. I realised that i never really looked forward to tution, actually i never really looked forward to tution everytime there is. But after i attended it, it always doesn't feel so bad. Yesterday's tution really cheered me up, compared to singing that day. Hehx. Played table soccer with the teacher. It's a super duper mini version, and the players' legs are not long enough to hit the ball. Lol. And the ball keeps ending up in nowhere. But anyway, other than that, and other than mr. chua keeps winning me and does his maniac laughter about it, it was quite fun. Ouh, and i'm running that standard chartered marathon thingy at the end of the year. Haha 10km only lar. But i should really start seriuos training. Mr chua asked my bro and i to join him in his run this thursday. He'll be running from bishan to raffles place. He said its "13km only lar". WTH??!!?? 13km? In one go? Crazy mann. I'll probably just come up with some lame excuse and not go... Hah. My bro also dun wanna go. So that makes two of us. Anyway, learnt about binomial that lesson and its quite enriching too.

Today: Had a capella again. Came to school at 8.30am. Lol. Got nothing to do at home anyway. I brought my math homework to do but ended up doing only 1 and 1/4 questions before i gave up on it and went to play basketball while the other group sang their song. It was a looong time since i played basketball, and i've just realised how fun it was... Haha. Then some dunman ppl went to ask us if they wanted to play so we played a match against them, but had to stop halfway 'cause trudy and zj went to tell us that it's our group's turn to practice, so i think they took over. Bleh. It was getting to the nice part where we trash them. Lol.

Nothing much to do again. Then in a capella i felt so bored and had no one to talk to 'cause everyone was occupied with their own stuff. Lol. So i went to teach deborah her part. So we went through the song over and over again until it was generally ok then we got to go home.

The thing i've realised, is that observation is the key to a lotta things. Maybe everything. But sometimes when you observe the things going around you and the people surrounding you too much, its not necessarily a good thing 'cause you leave with an uneasy feeling in your stomach. I'm correct most of the times on these things, partially because i can tell a lot of things from a person, esp when i know the person quite well. But, who knows, i may be wrong this time round. Its the gift of observation that causes trouble sometimes. Bleh, i should loosen up! Maybe i shall go back to playing maple but i can't seem to find anything good to do these days. Maybe i'll just go back to sleep. ZZzzzzzz.

2006-06-03T18:10:00.000+08:00

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Crap. Which explains why i act the way i act. Is that a good thing?

Your Hidden Talent

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

What kind of talent is that? Hmm...

You Are 16% Abnormal

You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul.
You are at low risk for having a borderline personality. It is unlikely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at low risk for having a social phobia. It is unlikely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

Well that's a relief...

2006-06-03T16:18:00.000+08:00

Elections day today. Speeches were made, votes were cast. Same old same old. Sixuan got the sl role. Congrats mann! And congrats to the others who got into the comm!

Told you i blew it. Totally screwed up the interview thing. Bleh. But strangely, i didn't even feel a hint of sadness when i saw sixuan's name on the slide. I was too busy congradulating her. I guess in my mind i must have felt that she deserved it. Heh. Anyways, look at the bright side, there's always next year right? Maybe then i shall run again but more seriously this time when i feel that i am more prepared for it. Age is probably the main factor for the elections, you gotta have ppl gain respect for you, and i guess i'm not ready for that. xP In fact, none of the ip1s are up for that just yet. It takes time mann, one baby step at a time.

There was this choir lunch thing again... Arghx and i couldn't go again, after i found out that i've only $5 to spend in my poor wallet. I felt super tired too, so i'll probably go get some shuteye after this. Maybe next time. Even he could tell that i'm super sianz, for no reason at all. Must be all the tiredness accumulated one after another. Sucks.

Acapella practice wasn't productive enough. Looking at the amount of time we have left, i don't think we can make the best out of the whole thing. I memorised my part of the score already, but i'm not quite sure whether the others did the same. I guess i have nothing better to do after all... Maybe we should organise more practices together, but i seriously don't know how. Anyone free on wednesday or something? :-/

Chinese tution tmr! This is killing me.

2006-06-02T20:39:00.000+08:00

I shall miss:-
Sectionals with Lee min and her constructive comments
Massaging Yiting and hearing her squeals
Dai Xuan's cute kinda blur
Mavis's niceness
The sexy accent when i call Rhoda's name

Cheryl leading the choir with confidence plus her hiao-ness
Siew and her sweet serenating voice
Cherie and her scoldings and VP. But we all know that its for our own good
Charmaine's whacky dancing
Xiaohui's sexy part for smooth operator
Sophie's maniacal laughter
Weiwen's, Tiff's, Joanna's and Linda's mysterious persopnalities 'cause i didn't get the chance to know them better... x(

Cheej being bodyguard no 2 in italy! Hah dunno whether u rmb or not... And your VP!
Pranshanth's bubbly character
Louis calling 'ah ma!' xD and the girly scream he gives everytime trudy pokes him
Andrew's cool voice and rich-guy lookalike
Hao Guang and the times we saw him with linus... Haha.
Vivek and his dao-ness

Super friendly Roy's OH YEAH, his broken english and innocent looks
Bodyguard no. 1 Beng Hui at italy and him imitaing my goofy laughter.
De Wei's conducting, his funny face everytime we make a mistake and the funny way his hair bounce when he walks.

Hmm why am i being so sentimental all of a sudden?
I guess i just can't bear to see them go... xP

2006-06-02T12:10:00.000+08:00

As i said, presentating the good ol' times (":

Mum, bro & I

My group!

Altos almighty!

Blur bassos... Haha jk.

Hotel room

And another...

1st group photo

What kind of drink is that?

My group ++ bodyguards (:

Awww the adorable italian boys

Haha louis looking stupid b4 the prize presentation

XQ pole dancing!

We decided to join in too!

An italian alto + her sis!

That guy with a funky hairstyle B)

The plane back to Singapore...

2006-06-01T19:26:00.000+08:00

I blew it.
I had one chance to prove myself, and i blew it.
SAD x(
Well, life is full of surprises, so you'll never know.
I must learn to move on.
Like i always did.
That's what i like about me. (:

Time flies and it comes to the day where its up to us to keep the njchoir spirit flying high. The J2s are gone, and it pains my heart to see them go. Really! The best times in nj are all with the choir, and that was because you all made it possible. Thanks a bunch for that! (: I was so touched by your speeches that it nearly made me cry, especially andrew's one. And i haven't cried for a long, long time. Life's like that, no one is indispensible. Even if you are, we somehow just have to do without it. It has been a long and tiring 5 months of choir, but it was the best times spent in my life. Somehow, long months seem to pass just in a blink of the eye, and even though we miss those good ol' days, its time to step back to reality. Our journey has just begun for us year1s and ips, and we will surely make the best out of it. We WILL clinch the gold with honours for SYF next year, but even if we don't, the njchoir attitude and spirit will never wear off, and we'll always be one big, happy dysfunctional family! xD

LONG LIVE J2S! xD

2006-05-22T13:48:00.000+08:00

No monday blues today! 'Cause there's no school today! Yayy! Haha. But what the heck, my com spoiled so i can't play any games so i watched the choir's performance in verona in YouTube. Yes, its in YouTube! Waha. Juz type "verona 2006" then scroll down then u will see the purple gowns... Yes that's us... But the lousy camera person was super lousy then keep shaking the camera. Bleah.

About the HCI concert thingy... The whole cedar choir was there! Cool mann! But then Lizzy said that the sec1s this year sucked so cedar choir will probably deprove once the seniors go... Too bad, but i feel partly responsible for it 'cause i left too... Muahahaha *evil laughs* And Xian Hui said i slimmed down a lot! Lol. Btw, love the coconut song! So spastic...

Waha zi jiang is freaked. Says i'm ruining his game plan to attract girls. Dude who cares about your freaking game plan???!!?? xP
Oh, scandals are going around choir... Wahaha. Lol. Rofl. *evil maniac laughter* I shall see...

Hope my graphic calculator's in school or i'll freak too. Bleh. x(

2006-05-17T19:45:00.000+08:00

Why oh why
did you
wanna
make me
so confused?

You made me care about something i usually don't.

That's BAADDD. x(

2006-05-13T17:36:00.000+08:00

You know what i mean. That thing yesterday, you can forget it.

2006-05-11T11:57:00.000+08:00

4 more days
to my doom
6 more days
to kiss that ass goodbye
9 more days
to funtasia
17 more days
to cantab xx
18 more days
TO ULTIMATE CONTROL OVER THE COM!!!!

Wahahaha.
I'm still counting down....

2006-05-06T11:55:00.000+08:00

There was this rally at seragoon stadium yesterday. OMG MANN, THE BUS COULDN'T MOVE!!! Ok maybe it can, but it was like crawling and i can walk faster than that lor! Crapps then there were super lot of ppl on the roads and now i noe why my mum said that there were 30,000 ppl on the roads. Bleh. xP Luckily I didn't feel so bored with zijiang talking throughout the bus trip. Lol. Yakkity Yak. Not like the anti-social self in choir. Then my parents were so scared that i'll be molested or something then they walked all the way from home to the busstop to pick me up then walk me back. Thanks a lot zj for accompanying me at the busstop though my parents were already there! Lol. Thanks a bunch anyway... Yepps then my dad was stuck in the jam for like 20 minutes when its only 400m to our house! I crawl faster than that lor! Rofl. Lucky i decided to take the bus home or my dad will be fuming. I still dunno who my parents voted for today... They keep saying its confidential but i wanted to know anyway. Pooh.

P.S. 9 more days to ass week. Bleh. x( This sucks. I'm hardly doing anything.

P.P.S. I didn't know my area was under Marine Parade last time?!? Lol.

2006-05-01T11:46:00.000+08:00

A long week has passed since the trip to italy. The trip has been awesome, even though i had plenty of homework piled on top for me once i came back to school, i've never regretted on the trip once. Despite Ms Lim's black faces to the girls on almost all the practices there (seriously, i think she's zhong nan qing nu la) , the enormous amount of focus and concentration we are needed to sing well no matter how tired we are (and we were most of the time), but all the hard work paid off and we finally achieved the national dream. Nj choir has never achieved a gold for overseas performances, but this time, we got a gold, a distinction for the set piece, and being second overall for the competition. We were also the first asians to participate in the competition and we set a standard for them. Gelato and the pasta was the best in italy! i tried like 10 flavours in total by taking a bite out of my friends' gelato of couse, but i bet there are actually 100 over flavours awaiting to be tasted there. Shopping was fun too, even if i have always hated shopping, but there was not really a lot of things to but there and they are all overpriced anyway. Bleh. Then there was clubbing. Trudy and i bought this fake squeezable club for like only 2 euros and we started going about the whole hotel at night to club every person we see. Super fun! So we counted and we managed to club all the guys on the trip but we were merciful towards the girls for some unknown reason. Lol. Yepp, then there was this pigeon incident which was like one of the most weirdest things that had ever happened to me.

Now that i'm backk to reality, i should just stop thinking about the trip so much. Bleh xP. Still got a 1000 word essay on capitalism and communism coming up. 1 more week to assessment.

2006-04-01T16:18:00.000+08:00

BER, KY, CHER, EVAN, YOU GALS TOTALLY ROCK MANN!!! Thanks for da flowers (: Plus rw and yunmin and char for coming too! Soundscape was a blast! And i can do that bobbing head thing for you again! Lol.

Oh, and there's this new craze for me. Para para on da com. Rofl.

Verona and Cantab coming up! xD

Btw, rw, since when did i become da big bad wolf? How come i dunno? xD

2006-03-23T17:13:00.000+08:00

Your lucky charm is a Good Luck Troll!

Your trademark tune is Kelly Clarkson's "Miss Independent"

In your Cinderella story, you'd get to Live Happily Ever After

You're a Mischievous Brat

The Boy Next Door is the man of your dreams

You've got a little bit of Phoebe going on!

Brought to you by Tickle

This probably shows how bored i am. Lol. xD

2006-03-19T15:48:00.000+08:00

YEA MANN I LEVELED UP IN MAPLE!!! Wahahaha. Then some idiot sold me his fairy wand for 350k. Lol. Yepp. And i HaTe my new haircut but what can i do? Sigh. I tried to cut my own frinch but i remembered the last time i tried to cut my frinch and it turned out like square so forget it. Then i used the hairdryer to make my frinch stay back. Boo hoo. Ah wells.... Can't play maple until june so watever... -.-" o.O Ya that's all.

2006-03-12T13:29:00.000+08:00

Mann so long never blog liao. Haa. EXAMS ARE OVER!!! YAYY!!!! I'M GONNA FAIL MATH!!! YAYY!!! Chem and bio are ok la. Yepp that's about all for exams. Didn't mugg much. And i got into the accapella group! YAYY!!! Actually it's 'cause Grace's appeal didn't get accepted into nj so she had to leave the group and my friend recommended me there 'cause they forgot to put my name into the list the other time but whateva, i'm singing solo for smooth operator!!! Ha so exciting. But the song damn cheesy la. Then cheryl told me that i had a sexy voice then i was like o.O so ya, that's all.

2006-02-26T13:27:00.000+08:00

I live to sing. xD

2006-02-24T22:46:00.000+08:00

I dislike bastards and flirts. My mum just scolded me just now. Why am i still feeling like shit and angry over nothing??? :(

2006-02-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

The debate was damn xiong mann. Ha. Too bad i didn't say anything much. Too entertained by the converssation. Then Sam dunno always say the points i wanna say. Ha. Great minds think alike i guess. PE was damn crap mann. Ran around n do star jumps like chickens like that. Ok maybe it's not that serious. Then there's science tution tomorrow and then the performance at vch. I look super stupid in that gown. Bleh. Nvm see how it goes tomorrow... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

2006-02-19T16:49:00.000+08:00

YAYY I COMPLETED MY SLAVERY ESSAY!!!! Haha wrote 1077 words.

This is one of the greatest achievements of my life. *Sobb* :')

Now i have to go do my chem and man and ideas...

*More sobbsss* + Moaning xO

2006-02-18T15:16:00.000+08:00

Had choir practice today. Sang those same old songs, and ms lim crapped and joked about the some old things. Yepp. Then later after i bathed i have to do a 1000+++ word essay on slavery and then study for my physics test and then play piano. Ha. And i have 5 more days to go b4 my birthday!!!! Yayyy!!! Gonna go ramen restuarant or something 'cause i LOVE JAPANESE FOOD! xD I shall list the ppl who has the same b'dae as me since i have nothing better to do:

-That Neo guy: Pri 1 classmate, pri 6 classmate, then dunno go where cat high or something. Lol. Used to be Ben You but changed his name to shaun or something. Awwwwww.
-Karen's bro: Yepp. Younger than her and studies in rosyth. Ha. Then karen says that his brother is very stupid or something... And ppl born earlier should be smart. Hmmmm....
-Davina's friend: Dunno what her name is, but she studies in njip i think and is think she said that she is tall or something. Anything la. -.-"

So that's 3 ppl. Ha. Yepp so that's all for today. There's still chinese tution tomorrow... Bleh. xP

P.S. My mother bought me an ipod nano!!! xD
P.P.S. I wanna play maplestory...
P.P.P.S. I miss cedar but nj is ok

P.P.P.P.P.P.P.P.P.P.S. Did i mention that my mother bought me an ipod nano??? xD

2006-02-12T16:32:00.000+08:00

Chinese tution was ok today. Haa we are like their ginuea pigs. Sounds like they never taught ip students b4. Then they treat me and my bro real well. Haa. Then i went to my uncle's house for reunion lunch and had three helpings of food. I'm never full. Lol. Yep. Then now i'm home trying to do my spire but i'm bored so i blogged. And there's this annoying anonymous person still being anonymous. I hate that. :/

2006-02-10T21:57:00.000+08:00

I love road runs. So fun. Haa.
Math test sucked today. Bleh. xP
Another ton of homework thrown at us again.

That's all. (:

2006-02-09T16:43:00.000+08:00

Today's programme:
-Slack in school for 2 hours in the morning
-Chinese (bleh) xP
-Lunch
-Chem
-Math wif Mr Lee 'zzzzzz' Lol.
-Language arts
-Collect NYAA booklets and worry abt it
-Blog
-Worry about the gc play tmr which we may do impromptu
-A trash of homework
-Housework b4 dinner
-Play piano for fun
-Watch American Idol if time permits

Moral of the story:
This is life.
Take it or leave it.
Darn it. -.-"

2006-01-29T16:39:00.000+08:00

Know what? I just realised that my life is so boring... Haha. I looked at so many ppl's blog today la. For fun la haha. Yepp. I miss canoeing! I suddenly have the urge to do canoeing today and then i realised that i have already quitted canoeing already. So i was about to take out my bamboo stick thing to do stick training for fun but my mum didn't allow me. Sigh. Yep yesterday's choir performance was kinda screwed up 'cause we couldn't really hear the music. Bleh. Yep. Today i visited my grandparents. Yep. Then i ate lotsa love letters and wasabi peas. Just can't stop eating them. So delicious. Haha. Then my cousin who is also under me chua says that he is training for the standard chartered marathon at the end of the year. 42.195km. Pretty long distance. Then he asked my bro and i whether we wanna go too. I personally don't mind la. Haha. See how first. I still need to do 100 push ups and 100 leg extensions and 40 dips to make up for the food i ate today. Argh. And my dad got the sudden urge to cook dinner for us so he cannot bring my bro and i for jogging today. Darn it. Told you my life is so boring. Still got a ton of homework to do. Bleh.

2006-01-26T20:55:00.000+08:00

Wah days past so fast right? Tomorrow is like chinese new year liao... Then i'm going back to ROSYTH!!! Haha changed a lot la, so i'm wondering whether my old pals will recognise me. Lol. Yep i lost 2kg and i've become so much darker already... Who ask ip so stressed... Haiz. Then teachers keep throwing us with homework like shit hell. So painful. Wells see how it goes tomorrow...

2006-01-21T19:09:00.000+08:00

Didn't get in NJ superstar... Oh well... Better luck next time. Haha. I forgotten the lyrics halfway n i made up some nonsense words but i don't think the judges know. Lol. I'm so proud of myself. And i finally am out of trouble with ccas!!! Still stuck with choir. Haiz. Go one big round and back to square one. I think i'm fated for choir for the rest of my life. I wonder how's trudy coping with her ccas. She's juz giving herself more trouble so i think she better stay in choir. Haha. Yepp. I'm going to italy!!! Wahahaha. But that's in april. But i'm scared that i'll keep feeling dizzy in the airplane during the flight there. Those who sat near to me in the plane to hawaii sould know. Lol. And i hope that there will not be a thousand ppl eating cheese stuff like langsane or else i will puke again. Yepp that's all folks.